"If mamma is willing, I can see no reason to prevent," she said, her
heart beating high at the thought, for she had been grieving over the
thoughts of the near departure of the man she loved so vainly.
"You must ask your papa, love," replied Mrs. Earle, with placid
unconsciousness.
"Papa and Walter are going over to the town," said Violet, unable to
conceal her disappointment. "They are on some odious law business, and
if I wait for their return it is quite likely I shall not have time to
pack my trunk--so you will have to excuse me, Mrs. Valchester."
Ronald looked across at her from over the top of the book he was
apparently reading. He saw that she was disappointed, though he had no
idea of the reason. He did not dream that Violet loved him. He thought
she was simply like other girls--weary of the monotony of country life,
and longing for the gaiety of the city.
"If you will let me have a horse, Mrs. Earle," he said, "I will ride
over to the town and hasten the truants back."
"You are not strong enough to bear horse-back exercise, otherwise I
have no objection," replied Mrs. Earle.
"I am quite strong enough," protested Ronald. "You ladies are keeping
me an invalid too long. A mile ride through this pleasant air would
brace me up. I believe it would do me good."
"Perhaps it would be better to take the phaeton," suggested Violet, who
saw therein a chance to accompany him.
But Ronald insisted that horse-back exercise would please him best, and
the three ladies yielded the point and allowed him to have his own way.
It was very unwise of Ronald, perhaps, but his passionate hunger to see
Jaquelina again had been mainly instrumental in sending him out that
evening. The perfect silence everyone maintained regarding her, instead
of cooling the fever of his heart added new fires to it. Although his
peculiar views regarding divorce precluded the idea that they should
ever be aught to each other again, he could not cease to love her.
"It is quite impossible I should ever cease to love her," he said to
himself as he rode along under the interlacing boughs of the trees. "I
long to see her again, to hear her voice, to touch her hand. And yet
I know that I am unwise. But if they had talked to me about her, if
they had even called her name I think I could have borne it better. The
strange silence they keep maddens me with suspense. It is just as if my
lost little Lina were dead."
He sighed deeply, and the thought came to him that it were better
indeed if she were dead--better than this separation. He wondered if
Lina was as miserable over it as he found himself.