"You must remember I have known Ronald Valchester longer than you
have," she said.
"You have known him longer, but I cannot think you understand him any
better than I do," Jaquelina answered with gentle sadness.
Violet bit her lip at the quiet rejoinder, but still she persevered.
"Let me give you another instance of his peculiarity," she said. "Are
you aware that he entertains a most unwarrantable and ridiculous
prejudice against a public life for a woman--such a life as you lead,
for instance? Will you discredit this assertion also, Lina?"
"No, for I have long been aware of the fact," she replied with perfect
calmness.
"Ah, then, he was frank enough to tell you so yesterday," cried Violet,
with unmistakable triumph and delight.
"Oh, no! I knew his opinion years and years ago," the singer replied,
simply.
"And you actually defied his opinion--you were careless of what he
would wish!" exclaimed Violet Earle, surprised and incredulous.
There was a moment's silence. The white hands that were clasped
together in her lap were lifted to hide her face; then she dropped them
again, and answered, with quivering lips:
"No, Miss Earle, do not say that. I was never either careless
or defiant of Ronald Valchester's opinion. I loved him too well
always--always--to do him that despite. But the old life was
unendurable. It was madness to remember all I had lost. I threw myself
feverishly into a public career because it promised--forgetfulness."
"And have you found it?" Violet asked her, quickly.
"No."
The simple word dropped mournfully from the quivering lips.
Violet looked searchingly at the sad young face that looked so
marble-white with the dark fringes of the long, curling lashes resting
against the cheeks. A mental vision of that face three years ago came
over her. She remembered it sun-tanned, rose-flushed, happy. She
remembered the faded print dress, the shabby boots, the worn poetry
volume. In the place of that simple girl here was a beautiful, sad-eyed
woman, clothed with purple and fine linen--a woman who but a little
while ago had told Walter Earle that life had given her fame, wealth,
admiration--everything except happiness.
Violet studied the beautiful face curiously a moment, then inquired,
abruptly:
"Lina, did you know when you came here that Ronald Valchester was the
author of the opera you have brought out with such signal success?"
"No, I did not know it until yesterday," she replied.
"Not until Ronald called upon you?" inquired Violet.
"Not until then," was the answer.
Then Violet said, with flushing cheeks and restless eyes:
"Tell me, Lina, if you had known it would you have come?"
"No, I would not have come," Jaquelina replied, firmly.
"But since you _have_ come," said Violet, with a look of relief, "what
do you intend to do about it?"
The singer looked up with a surprised face. Violet looked down uneasily
before that wondering gaze.