Laurel Vane; or, The Girls' Conspiracy — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Laurel Vane; or, The Girls' Conspiracy
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Certainly a change for the better had been effected in St. Leon Le Roy.
His dark eyes were no longer cold and cynical, but beamed with love and
happiness. The mocking smile no longer curled his lips. They were sweet
and gentle. His voice rang with tenderness instead of sarcasm. His
hatred and distrust for all women because Maud Merivale had deceived
him was gradually dying out. He believed that his bride was an angel.
When the awakening came, it was all the more bitter because he had
believed in her so truly.
Laurel was as lovely as a dream in those honeymoon days. Her face
glowed with happiness, her dark eyes lost their somber, brooding
shadow, and sparkled like stars.
The passengers said that Mr. Le Roy's young bride was a perfect beauty.
When she walked on deck in her soft, fine, white cashmere dresses, with
a crimson scarf about her shoulders, diamonds blazing in her small,
shell-like ears, and her splendid burnished golden hair flying like a
banner of light on the gentle breeze, no one could keep from looking at
her, no one could keep from envying St. Leon Le Roy the possession of
so much beauty, and sweetness, and love.
Laurel had never known that she was beautiful until St. Leon told her
so. It was a new delight to her. Some faint hope came to her that by
that beauty she might hold his heart, even when he found her out--even
when he knew her at her worst--an impostor who had masqueraded under a
false name, and so won him. She had read that "beauty is lord of love,"
and she prayed that it might prove so to her in her dark hour--that
hour always just a little ahead of her, when she should moan:
"So tired, so tired, my heart and I!
Though now none takes me on his arm
To fold me close and kiss me warm
Till each quick breath end in a sigh
Of happy languor. Now alone,
We lean upon some graveyard stone,
Uncheered, unkissed, my heart and I."
She would not think of that nearing future much. She gave herself up to
the delights of the present. She was the most fondly worshiped wife in
the world. When they went to Paris, he loaded her with costly gifts,
splendid dresses, priceless jewels.
"I do not know how I shall ever be able to wear all of these splendid
things; they are too fine for me," she said to him, almost afraid of
herself in the midst of this splendid paraphernalia.
"Nothing is too costly or too fine for you, my little love," he
answered, taking her in his arms and kissing the beautiful face over
and over. "You will need all these things when you go into society.
When we go home, we will spend our winters in New York, and the women
in society there dress like queens. I shall want you to be the finest
of them all, as you are decidedly the most beautiful."
He wondered why the fair face grew so pale, why his young wife shivered
in his arms, and drooped her eyes from his.
"I hope it will be a long time before we return to New York," she said,
almost petulantly. "I like Europe better than America."