Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Little sweetheart : $b or, Norman De Vere's protegee
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When it was all over she wondered at the calmness with which she had
gone through it all. How had she ever done it. How had she borne so
unflinchingly the keen questions, the suspicious looks, and beaten down
all with that air of complete innocence? If for a moment her heart had
trembled within her on looking at the dead and ghastly face of the man
she had slain, there was no one to know. She took credit to herself
afterward for the hardihood with which she had denied everything,
making so strong an impression on the coroner’s jury that, after a very
brief deliberation, they brought in a verdict that Robert Lacy had
compassed his own death, first by stabbing with a knife, which Lord
Stuart affirmed he habitually carried on his person, and had made sure
of his work by casting himself into the river. Suicide, not a doubt of
it.
CHAPTER XVII.
Camille could not get home fast enough, she was so eager to go down
to the river and search for the fatal bouquet that Lord Stuart had
sent her. It had rushed over her suddenly that when Robert Lacy had
come upon her he had carried something in his hand--the flowers, of
course--and in his astonishment at seeing her they had fallen from his
grasp. They must be lying there now, and she must hasten to destroy
them before they were found.
She sprung hastily from the carriage, and went into the house with
eager footsteps.
“Norman, I am going upstairs to rest,” she said. “This affair has
completely unnerved me. To think that that poor man should have
destroyed himself when upon an errand to me. It is simply horrible. I
shall take some valerian and lie down for an hour. And you, I suppose,
will go and sit awhile with your mother and the little invalid?”
“Yes,” he replied, mechanically, and they went upstairs arm in arm.
Then they paused, for Camille had put up her face to be kissed.
He stooped and pressed his lips gently to hers.
“I am sorry you are so unnerved. Do not forget to take the valerian,
dear,” he said, and held her in his arms tenderly for a moment.
If she had known that this was the last, last time they would hold her,
would she have been so impatient to be gone?
But she could think of nothing but the tell-tale flowers lying on the
river-bank ready to betray her at any moment. She felt as if she could
fly to the spot.
She turned quickly from him and sought her own apartments, but she only
remained long enough to make sure that he had entered his mother’s room
ere she fled from the house, as if driven by pursuing fiends, to the
river-bank.
Then ensued a frenzied search for Lord Stuart’s flowers--a hopeless
search--under the shade of the dark cypress-trees, for the tokens of
Robert Lacy’s presence here that might betray her crime.