'You see, I am not afraid of his being put to the test,' Milly said
proudly. 'I know he loved some one very dearly, a long time ago. He
spoke of that yesterday. He told me that his old love had died out of
his heart years ago.'
'He told you a lie,' cried Mrs. Darrell. 'Such things never die. They
sleep, perhaps--like the creatures that hide themselves in the ground
and lie torpid all the winter--but with one breath of the past they
flame into life again.'
'I am not going to make any such foolish trial of your lover's faith,
Milly,' said Mr. Darrell. 'Whether your fortune is or is not a
paramount consideration with him can make no possible difference in my
decision. Nothing will ever induce me to consent to your marrying him.
Of course, if you choose to defy me, you are of age and your own
mistress; but on the day that makes you Angus Egerton's wife you will
cease to be my daughter.'
'Papa,' cried Milly, 'you will break my heart.'
'Nonsense, child; hearts are not easily broken. Let me hear no more of
this unfortunate business. I have spoken to you very plainly, in order
that there might be no chance of misunderstanding between us; and I
rely upon your honour that there shall be no clandestine meeting
between you and Angus Egerton in the future. I look to you, Miss
Crofton, also, and shall hold you answerable for any accidental
encounters out walking.'
'You need not be afraid, papa,' Milly answered disconsolately. 'I
daresay Mr. Egerton will leave Yorkshire, as he spoke of doing
yesterday.'
'I hope he may,' said Mr. Darrell.
Milly rose to leave the room. Half-way towards the door she stopped,
and turned her white despairing face towards her father with a hopeless
look.
'I shall obey you, papa,' she said. 'I could not bear to forfeit your
love, even for his sake. But I think you will break my heart.'
Mr. Darrell went over to her and kissed her.
'I am acting best for your ultimate happiness, Milly, be sure of that,'
he said in a kinder tone than he had used before. 'There, my love, go
and be happy with Miss Crofton, and let us all agree to forget this
business as quickly as possible.'
This was our dismissal. We went back to Milly's pretty sitting-room,
where the sun was shining and the warm summer air blowing on birds and
flowers, and books and drawing materials, and all the airy trifles that
had made our lives pleasant to us until that hour. Milly sat on a low
stool at my feet, and buried her face in my lap, refusing all comfort.
She sat like this for about an hour, weeping silently, and then rose
suddenly and wiped the tears from her pale face.
'I am not going to lead you a miserable life about this, Mary,' she
said. 'We will never speak of it after to-day. And I will try to do my
duty to papa, and bear my life without that new happiness, which made
it seem so bright. Do you think Mr. Egerton will feel the
disappointment very much, Mary?'
'He cannot help feeling it, dear, if he loves you--as I believe he
does.'