'And we might have been so happy together! I was dreaming of Cumber
Priory all last night. I thought it had been restored with some of my
money, and that the old house was full of life and brightness. Will he
go away, do you think, Mary?'
'I should think it very likely.'
'And I shall never see him any more. I could not forfeit papa's love,
Mary.'
'It would be a hard thing if you were to do that for the sake of a
stranger, dear.'
'No, no, Mary; he is not a stranger to me; Angus Egerton is not a
stranger. I know that he is noble and good. But my father was all the
world to me a year ago. I could not do without his love. I must obey
him.'
'Believe me, dear, it will be wisest and best to do so. You cannot tell
what changes may come to pass in the future. Obedience will make you
very dear to your father; and the time may come in which he will think
better of Mr. Egerton.'
'O Mary, if I could hope that!'
'Hope for everything, dear, if you do your duty.'
She grew a little more cheerful after this, and met her father at
dinner with quite a placid face, though it was still very pale. Mrs.
Darrell looked at her wonderingly, and with a half-contemptuous
expression, I thought, as if this passion of her step-daughter's seemed
to her a very poor thing, after all.
Before the week was out, we heard that Mr. Egerton had left Yorkshire.
We did not go to the Pensildon fête. Milly had a cold and kept her
room, much to the regret of the Miss Collingwoods, who called every day
to inquire about her. She made this cold--which was really a very
slight affair--an excuse for a week's solitude, and at the end of that
time reappeared among us with no trace of her secret sorrow. It was
only I, who was always with her, and knew her to the core of her heart,
who could have told how hard a blow that disappointment had been, and
how much it cost her to bear it so quietly.
CHAPTER X.
CHANGES AT THORNLEIGH.
The autumn and the early winter passed monotonously enough. There was a
good deal of company at Thornleigh Manor at first, for Mrs. Darrell
hated solitude; but after a little time she grew tired of the people
her husband knew, and the dinners and garden parties became less
frequent. I had found out, very soon after her return, that she was not
happy--that this easy prosperous life was in some manner a burden to
her. It was only in her husband's presence that she made any pretence
of being pleased or interested in things. With him she was always the
same--always deferential, affectionate, and attentive; while he, on his
side, was the devoted slave of her every whim and wish.
She was not unkind to Milly, but those two seemed instinctively to
avoid each other.