“I beg your pardon, mem, but you couldn’t find a better sick-nurse
than me anywhere, if I _do_ say it myself,” said Molly’s stanch friend
sturdily; and so she held her situation in the teeth of all opposition.
It was not an enviable task she had either, for all the care of the
invalid devolved upon her and the physician; Mrs. Laurens only making
two short calls daily, morning and evening--calls that never exceeded
five minutes in duration, and which did the sick girl more harm than
good, for she was so frightened by the lady’s cold words and frigid
looks, that they sent her into shivering fits that lasted long after
the ceremonious calls were over.
“She is a cold-hearted, cruel woman, and makes you worse whenever she
comes. I’ll never let her in again if you’ll give me leave to keep her
out, my dear!” exclaimed the indignant maid.
But Molly cried out in terror that not for worlds would she treat
Cecil’s mother with such indignity.
“I can not blame her for being angry with me. I deserve it all for my
treachery and it is very good of her to stay here, as you say she does,
to keep my secret from the world,” she sighed, in sad humility and
remorse. “So let her come when she will, Phebe, and never tell her how
her cold looks frighten me and make me worse.”
CHAPTER XXVIII.
Mrs. Laurens was not a hard woman, but she could not help being very
angry with the girl who had deceived her son, and she felt, although
she would not have openly admitted it, that she would not be sorry if
the accident that the physician was trying to prevent should happen.
“Cecil would not have to take her back to spoil his life further,” she
said to herself, and no pity came to her for the girl whose young life
was spoiled also by the sin into which her love had led her.
Anger and resentment were too strong to admit sweet pity into her
breast.
“I must not wish that she should die, yet that would be the best thing
that could happen for her and for us all,” she thought more than once.
So it happened that she took no part in nursing the invalid beyond
the mere cold duty calls she made morning and night for the sake of
appearances.
But the accident for which she could not help hoping did not occur,
owing to the care of the physician, and the good nursing of Phebe.
Molly began to get gradually better and to look with hollow, restless
orbs for the return of the proud, angry husband who had repudiated and
forsaken her when he discovered her treachery.
“Will he never come again, Phebe?” she would moan restlessly when
two weeks had passed and neither Doctor Charley nor his brother had
returned to London.
“Doctor Laurens will be sure to bring him as soon as he finds him. Try
to be patient, dearie,” Phebe would reply, tenderly, but Molly would
sob hopelessly, believing that fate had done its worst for her, and
that Cecil would never return.