Into the golden sunlight fell the clashing of morning sleighbells
describing the outdoor world. Listening to them she felt the vast
surroundings that lately had become a setting, owing part of its
entrancement to the delightful sense of success in a charming social
atmosphere, re-asserting themselves in their own right, accusing her of
neglect, showing the days winding themselves off to an end that would
leave her in possession only of the valley road and the fields beyond
the bridge.
The dawn had wakened to remind her. Watching the coming of the light she
had been restored to her first communion with it, back in the time when
the people downstairs had seemed superfluity, thrown in with the rest.
When all was over they would appear in the distance: bright figures of a
momentary widening of her social horizon, unforgotten, but withdrawn
into their own element; not going forward into her life as this winter
paradise would go forward, brightening her days with the possibility of
reunion.
This morning she would break the snare, be a claimant for a lunch
packet, an absentee for the whole day. With the coming of the far-off
afternoon, Guerini, looking down from his window on to the promontory
either to escape or to claim her company, would find no one there.
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Even in terror there was gladness of swift movement that left her
pressed like a niched effigy into the wall of the drift as the beast
pranced by, revealing in its wake a slouching peasant; clear brilliant
eyes brooding amidst unkempt shagginess, pipe at an angle of jaunty
defiance to the steep his heedless tramping brought so near.
She was honourably plastered with snow and the precious package that had
leapt and might have hurled itself into the void was still safely on its
string about her neck, but the narrow rising path bereft of its secrecy
by evidence of homely levels above of field and farm was perhaps only a
highway for humiliating perils. More cows might be coming round the
bend; a whole herd. There might be—it would harmonise with the way life
always seemed to respond to deliberate activity with a personal
challenge—on this very day the dawn had drawn her away from beaten
tracks, a general turning out of cattle for an airing; mountain cattle,
prancing like colts.
Man and cow were now upon the widening path, approaching the sloping
field with the barn at the end, the cow trotting swiftly ahead, through
the half buried posts beside the sunken open gate, and now careering
hither and thither with flying tail, the powdery snow flung in wreaths
about its course. It was half mad of course, poor thing, with the joy of
release from one of those noisome steamy sheds whose reek polluted the
air surrounding them and saddened the landscape with reminder of the
price of happiness: oblivion of hidden, helpless suffering.