Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9 — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oberland : $b Pilgrimage, Volume 9
John Stuart Mill · en
In this haunting presence the triumph of distance accomplished, the
delicious sense of known worlds waiting far below, world behind world in
a chain whose end was the far-off London she represented here in this
high remoteness, could not perfectly flourish, came in full only when
the silence had had time to fill itself with joy that was too strong to
be oppressed by the departed ancient voice that was like the echo of a
sound falling elsewhere.
* * * * *
Again, recalling the far-off morning, a dark barn-like room. But the
woman opened a door at the end of it, led the way through a passage
still darker: another door and she was out upon the edge of the world,
upon a dilapidated little grey balcony jutting over an abyss. As far as
sight could reach were sunlit mountain tops range beyond range till they
grew far and faint.
Faced alone, the scene, after the first moment’s blissfully ranging
perception, was saddened in its grandeur through the absence there of
someone else perceiving. Thousands, of course, had seen it from this
perch in the centre of the row of slummy little balconies. But so
splendid was the triumph of the unexpected mountains ranged and lit that
no company, even exclamatory, could break their onslaught. Alone, there
was too heavy a burden of feeling in the speechless company of this
suddenly revealed magnificence.
The woman coming out with the tea that one day she must take here
accompanied, was brisk about the view: an adjunct, thrown in gratis with
her refreshments which were good and which presently caused the
mountains, turned away from, to be felt preparing a friendliness;
becoming the last, best reward of her day’s accomplishments.
The way home down and down and across the levels to the rink and up the
little homely slope into Oberland would be a jog-trot taken half asleep
to the haven of things small and known amidst which she would sit
renewed, to-day’s long life-time stilled to a happy throbbing of the
nerves, a bemused beaming in the midst of friends. Its incidents blurred
that would come back one day clearer, more shining than all the rest?
Warned by a growing chill she turned to face the mountains in farewell
and found them lit by the first of the afterglow. Far away in the haze
beyond the visible distance a group of slender peaks showed faintly,
rose-misted pinnacles of a dream-city from whose spires would presently
gleam the rubies of farewell.
CHAPTER VI
The solitary excursion had made a gap in the sequence of days. Those
standing behind it were now far away, and yesterday had failed to bridge
the gap and join itself to their serenity. To-day looked shallow and
hurried, with short hours beyond it rushing ahead to pause in the
sunlight of the ski-fest and then to fly, helter-skelter towards the
end.