Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Oliver Constable, miller and baker, Vol. 1 (of 3)
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So much could hardly be said with regard to Catherine Hilliard and her
surroundings, as she stood listlessly looking out of one of the long
windows on the lengthening shadows falling across the lilac flowers of
the rhododendrons, and waiting for her cousin coming in to afternoon
tea. It might be because Catherine belonged to all time that she did
not belong particularly to that room—in which, however, the window
where she stood with its round table, heap of books, letter-case and
blotting-book, work-basket, and Nankin jar holding a bunch of purple
and pink and white pea-blossoms, constituted Catherine’s sanctum and
private properties.
Catherine Hilliard was a young orphan cousin of Louisa Hilliard’s,
who, when she left school with a bare competence, had been invited by
the mistress of the Meadows to share her establishment. Catherine had
accepted the invitation on the stipulation that, in proportion to her
more slender means, she should pay her share of the joint housekeeping.
‘Catherine is such a dragon of pride for a young girl,’ Mrs. Hilliard
explained to anyone who had a right to be made acquainted with the
details of the arrangement, ‘that I dared not propose to her to come
and live with me and let me keep house for both. Yet she might have
the sense to guess that her company is a boon to me, though she has
little sympathy with my pottering commonplace ways, and lives in an
intellectual world of her own. It is my single regret with regard
to Catherine that she is a bit of a blue stocking.’ But though Mrs.
Hilliard professed and half persuaded herself to believe the contrary,
in reality she neither objected to Catherine’s contribution to the
general expenses nor to the different line she took in society. Mrs.
Hilliard’s hand was not so open that it had not its seasons and
occasions of closing, and she did not care to run the risk, slight
though it might be, of a rival in her special field.