"English is being destroyed," she proclaimed. "There _is_ a relationship
between sound and things.... If you heard a Canadian reading
Tennyson.... 'Come into the goiden, Mahd.' But that's different. And in
parts of America a very beautiful rich free English is going on; more
vivid than ours, and taking things in all the time. It is only in
England that deformed speech is increasing--is being _taught_ in
schools. It shapes these people's mouths and contracts their throats and
makes them hard-eyed."
"You have no ground _whatever_ for these wild statements."
"They are not wild; they are tame, when you really think of it." Lintoff
was watching tensely; deploring wasted emotion ... probably.
"Do you think Lintoff...." They moved on in their talk, unapprehensive
foreigners, leaving the heart of the problem untouched. It was difficult
to keep attached to a conversation that was half Michael's, with the
Lintoffs holding back, acquiescing indulgently in his topics. An
encyclopædia making statements to people who were moving in a dream;
halting and smiling and producing gestures and kindly echoes.... Michael
like a rock for most things as they were and had been in the past, yet
knowing them only in one way; clear as crystal about ordered knowledge,
but never questioning its value.
She wanted, now, to talk again alone with Lintoff ... anything would do.
The opposition that was working within her, not to his vision, but to
his theory of it, and of the way it should be realised, would express
itself to him through any sort of interchange. Something he brought with
him would be challenged by the very sound on the air of the things that
would be given her to say, if she could be with him before the mood of
forgetful interest should be worn away. She sat waiting for the homeward
walk, surrounded by images of the things that had made her; not hers,
England's, but which she represented and lived in, through something
that had been born with her. If there was anyone she had ever met to
whom these things could be conveyed without clear speech or definite
ideas, it was he. But when they left the restaurant they walked out into
heavy rain and went to the place of parting, separated and silent in a
crowded 'bus.
* * * * *
Michael was going to keep his word.
Michael alone. With more than the usual man's helplessness.... Getting
involved. At the mercy of his inability to read people.
The torment of missing his near warm presence would grow less, but the
torment of not knowing what was happening to him would increase.