Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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"A noble reflection!" he exclaimed passionately, "and one that should
soothe the Tarsian's dreams! Binding and stoning and killing in his
zeal for an usurper of the robes of Aaron! Shedding sweet blood--doing
irreparable deeds to serve a vain end, to further a useless attempt--a
thing to be given over to-morrow! O thou God of wrath! If it be not
sin to pray it, let him stumble speedily in the Law!"
Meanwhile Agrippa observed the sun, and after a little silence that his
return to spirits seem not to grate upon the young Essene's distress,
arose briskly.
"Up! up!" he said. "It is not at variance with Vitellius' extreme
methods to empty the whole Praetorium into the hills in search of us.
Up, fellows! To Ptolemais!"
Marsyas arose with the others, but he hesitated and glanced down at the
fine garments that covered him. He remembered that he had not brought
his soiled Essenic robes with him. He unslung his wallet and extended
it to Agrippa.
"Take it, and forget not that I shall ask payment from the strength of
that high place to which this may help thee! The vengeful spirit is
not of choice a patient thing! I shall wait--but to achieve mine ends.
God prosper thee! If thy servants will lend me each a garment thou
shalt have back thy dress once more and I will depart."
"Whither?" asked Agrippa without taking the purse.
"To En-Gadi, for the present."
"But the brotherhood will then be guilty of befriending thee and thou
art a living example of that which befalls him who befriends one of
Saul's marked creatures."
"So I am become as a pestilence," Marsyas said grimly. It was another
count against the Pharisee.
"Thou art much beset. Doubt not that Vitellius will seek for thee in
En-Gadi, and it were better for thee and for the brotherhood that thou
be not found. Thou must leave Judea, for the arm of the Sanhedrim is
long."
To leave Judea meant to be banished among the Gentiles, to step out of
four whitewashed walls into unknown turmoil; to leave the pleasures of
solitude, the peoples of parchment, the events of old history, the
ambitions of the soul and go forth amid arrogant heathen godlessness to
meet precarious fortunes. The whole course of his life had been
entirely reversed in a few hours. Resolute and strong as the Essene
was, his face contracted painfully.
Agrippa laid a hand on his arm.
"Remember, it is our faith that this persecution will cease and then
thou canst return to thy study in safety," he said as gently as if he
were speaking to a child. But in that moment, Marsyas told himself
that there would be no returning to his old peace.
"Come with me," Agrippa continued. "I will afford thee protection and
thou shalt provide me with funds."
He paused and, taking Marsyas' arm, led him down to a little meandering
vale, sweet with blossoming herbs.
"Look," he said, pointing back toward the east.