Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
Saul of Tarsus: A Tale of the Early Christians
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An Egyptian seller of purple landed at Ptolemais from Alexandria. The
name of the city of hope attracted Marsyas and he met the merchant at
the wharves. But the seller of purple had been to Rome and the topmost
name on his list of debtors was Herod Agrippa.
At the end of three days, Marsyas returned to the house in the suburbs
to assure the prince that he had not deserted and went again on his
search.
His invariable failures began to teach him a certain shrewdness. He
discovered early that Essenic frankness would not serve his ends. He
found that men were approachable through certain channels; that it was
better to speak advisedly than frankly; to lay plans, rather than to
wait on events; to use devices rather than persuasion. These things
admitted, he discovered that he had unconsciously subordinated them to
his use. Though momentarily alarmed, he did not hate himself as he
should. On the other hand, it was pleasurable to lay siege to men and
try them at their own scheming.
At night in a dutiful effort to cleanse himself of the day's
accumulation of worldliness, he went to the open proseuchae, where in
the dark of the great out-of-doors, he was least likely to be noticed,
to comfort himself with stolen worship, stolen profit from the Law.
But the Law was not tender to those who lived as Stephen lived, and
died as Stephen died. Not in all that great and holy scroll which the
Reader read was there compassion for the blasphemer. Also, he heard of
the great plague of persecution which Saul had loosed upon the
Nazarenes in Jerusalem and how the Pharisee had become a mighty man
before the Council, and an awe and a terror to the congregation. So he
came away from the proseuchae, not only unhelped but harmed, embittered,
enraged, alienated from his faith, and hungering for vengeance.
By day, he walked through the commercial districts of Ptolemais and
pushed his almost hopeless search with an energy that did not flag at
continued failure. He knew that if he obtained the twenty thousand
drachmae, he bound Agrippa the surer to his oath of allegiance to the
cause against Saul. Despair, therefore, was a banished and forbidden
thing.
His plans, however, had been tried and proved fruitless. Typically a
soldier of fortune, he was relying upon the exigencies of chance.
Ptolemais was a normal town, with large interest and pleasures, and the
fair day was too fleeting for one to stop and take heed of another.
Passers pushed and hurried him when he came upon those more busy than
he. Sailors, bronzed as Tatars, were probably the sole loiterers
besides the inevitable oriental feature, the sidewalk mendicant.
So it was that on a certain day when Marsyas overtook a lectica in the
street, the old man within complained aloud and had no audience, except
his plodding bearers, or the attention of a glance, or a slackened step
now and again among the citizens.
"They rob me!" he was crying when Marsyas came up with him.