"Sop up the tear with the rag, will ye, Tess?" he grunted. "It air
burnin' like hell fire."
Tessibel took the soiled cloth in her fingers, and not too lightly did
as Ben bade her.
"Ye didn't tell Myry how I comed sick, did ye?" asked Ben, settling his
head back upon the pillow.
Tess gave a negative gesture.
"Er no one else?"
"Nope!"
"Ye be a pert girl, Tessibel, and I were a cuss for trying to scare
ye--but the brindle bull has got to die."
"Nope, he ain't got to die," frowned Tess.
"When I gets up he eats what I gives him," assured Ben. "He has to die,
I says, I does.... But ye be a pert gal, Tess."
Ben moved his head to bring the girl within the vision of his one eye.
"What be ye wantin' with me?" Tess muttered. "I wants to go home."
She saw another tear roll down the plastered cheek, and repeated her
operation with the rag.
"What do ye want?" she demanded again.
"To tell ye thet I air a goin' to make an hones' woman of ye. I's a
goin' to marry ye. I knows I's a pappy, but the brat'll die, and he'll
be forgot like yer daddy will!"
Tess instantly froze into a white, tense little form. She did not follow
the fisherman's glance as he motioned her to take up the cloth.
"I's a tellin' yer mammy to wipe yer old eye," she said pettishly. "I
ain't got no notion of bein' an hones' woman ... I hates yer like I
hates Ezry Longman."
She wheeled to go out, but the man stayed her with a grunt.
"I's to be sick for a long time," exclaimed he, "and mammy will step to
the grave most any day ... I wants pert fingers to put the plasters on
my cuts."
Here he groaned and fought for the cloth, the salt tears scorching the
rents in the skin as they rolled hot from the red eye and soaked into
the plasters. The squatter girl mechanically wiped away the tears,
turning again.
"Myry air pert," she said, halting in the door. "She air more than
that--her fingers air lovin' ones. These," and she held up her two brown
hands, "would be hurtin' ye, cause I hates ye so."
* * * * *
Tessibel and Myra walked away from Ben's hut in silence, up the ragged
rocks to the Longman shanty.
"Ben were askin' to marry yer, Tess, weren't he?" demanded Myra as they
approached the door.
Tess nodded.
"Were he sayin' as how ye could take care of him?"
"Yep."
"Be ye goin' to?" The intense longing and misery in her voice made Tess
gasp:
"Nope, he air too mean a cuss to live. If he air the brat's pa, let the
brat's ma take care of him. The brat air a good little devil."
Mrs. Longman was moving about in the loft overhead when the two girls
entered the shanty.
Tess went to the wooden box and looked down upon the small, pinched face
of the sleeping infant. The babe had worn out his little lungs,
screeching in his pain, the small faded eyes rolling backward as he
slept.
The young mother came quietly to the side of her Squatter friend.
"If the brat dies," she began in a low, tense tone, "be ye goin' to
marry Ben Letts?"