One afternoon on the Exchange a great piece of news broke forth; we had
gained an immense victory, taken a considerable number of cannons, and
made prisoners a whole division. Houses were actually beginning to be
decorated, people were embracing one another in the street, when the
falsehood of the news had to be acknowledged. There had been no battle.
The victory had not seemed natural in the expected order of events,
but the sudden contradiction, the trick played on a populace that had
been too ready with its rejoicings and had to put off its enthusiasm to
another day, struck a chill to my heart. All at once I felt an immense
sadness, I felt the quivering wing of some unexampled disaster passing
over us.
I shall always remember that ill-omened Sunday. It was a Sunday again,
and many people must have remembered the radiant Sunday of Magenta. It
was early in August; the sunshine had not the young brightness of June.
The weather was heavy, great flags of stormcloud weighed upon the city.
I was returning from a little town in Normandy, and I was particularly
struck by the funereal aspect of Paris. On the boulevards, people were
standing about in groups of three or four, and talking in low tones. At
last I heard the horrible news: we had been defeated at Wörth, and the
torrent of invasion was flowing into France.
I never beheld such deep consternation. All Paris was stupefied.
What! Was it possible? We were conquered! The defeat seemed to us
unjust and monstrous. It not only struck a blow at our patriotism; it
destroyed a religion in us. We could not yet measure all the disastrous
consequences of this reverse, we still hoped that our soldiers might
avenge it; and yet we remained as it were annihilated. The despairing
silence of the town was full of a great shame.
That day and that evening were frightful. The public gaiety of
victorious days was not. Women no longer wore that tender smile, nor
did people pass from group to group making friends. Night fell black on
this despairing populace. Not a firework in the street; not a lamp at a
window. Early on the morrow I saw a regiment going down the boulevard.
People were pausing with sad faces, and the soldiers passed, hanging
their heads, as if they had had their share in the defeat. Nothing
saddened me so much as that regiment, applauded by no one, passing over
the same ground where I had seen the army from Italy marching past amid
rejoicings that shook the houses.