The Black Panther of the Navaho — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Black Panther of the Navaho
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But this evening, with the grisly proximity of the deserted pueblo
and its unburied dead, with the certainty that his valley was shared
by a night-prowling wild beast, he found that his usual serenity had
left him and instead there was a nervousness and a disinclination
for sleep--a tendency, even, to stop in the midst of some trivial
action and watch and listen. And, that evening, Sid discovered also
the presence of an Elder Brother within him,--that cowardly, brutish,
superstitious and terror-ridden cave man that psychologists tell us
occupies the left lobe of the brain. This part of ourselves is only
held in subjection by the superior soul of man,--the result of ages of
intellectual training and advancement,--that controls the right lobe of
his brain and dominates the whole man. But this pre-Adamite self, this
abject creature,--whose mildest manifestation is that peculiar fit of
shyness known as “stage fright”--lurks always within each one of us,
ready to drive into blind, unreasoning terror, the mad fury of murder,
or the brutish outbursts of passion, the best of men, once he gains
the ascendancy. He whispered now to Sid, counseling he knew not what
madness, ghost-terrors, fetishes, superstitious fear of the dead.
For a time Sid held him in check, occupied with the practical business
of making a bivouac,--a sort of bear’s den of spruce browse slanting
over a horizontal pole beside his fire. After that came the preparation
of a meal of bacon, coffee and pinole. But as night fell and it grew
pitch black within the canyon, the whimpers of the terrified cave
man within him grew louder and more insistent, urging him to fly, he
knew not where,--to yell aloud for succor,--to build a huge fire for
its imaginary protection--all the promptings of the arrant coward.
Sid fought him off, partly amused over the childish suggestions that
swirled through his brain, partly sympathetic over the lives of real
terror that the actual cave man must have lived, and whose indelible
recollections they have transmitted down to us, deep buried in the very
core of our beings.
But still there were things that helped the cave man. A wind was
stirring, and it mourned and moaned through the empty windows in
the deserted pueblo above him, shrieked and gibbered through
the faggots on its rafters. It was disquieting to listen to--so
low as to be almost inaudible, yet always there! Then there
was an owl, not your lusty great barred owl, with his rousing
_Hoo-hoo!--Wahoo-hoo!--Hoo-hoo-wah!_--Sid had always loved that
bird--but another one, a ghost of an owl, whose call, floating through
the forest like the wail of a lost soul, can only be approximated by
the ghastly voice-tones of a lunatic. This cry was hair-raising to
listen to, as Sid squatted beside his flickering camp fire. He got to
jumping every time that grisly bird uttered his call,--and, as for the
cave man within him, he was more than ready to take Sid shrieking out
with him into the night!