Before leaving my mother-country, since I was certain I should not be
able to return, I wished to be at peace with my conscience, and
accompanied by my dear friend we went towards the vicarage of Mogliano
where there was a priest who could take my confession. After knocking
repeatedly at the gate, an old priest, who wondered why unknown
visitors should come to disturb him at so late an hour, thrust his head
from behind the door. At last he opened the door and led me into a
small, low room where there was a prayerstool.... For a moment I
reviewed swiftly the events of my life, and alas, there were only a few
actions for which I needed not to be repentant. God is good, I thought,
and will heed my sincere prayer. So when the priest absolved me, I felt
that to all the strength I had before there had been added the new
strength which comes to those who feel they are pure.
VIII
Time, 1:30 A.M. On the field there are a lot of people going to and
fro. Many friends have come to bid me goodby. Even though I have spoken
to very few about the adventure, still many know of it. With Colonel
Smaniotto there are on the field several officers of the staff, Colonel
Novellis of the Aviation, the Honorable Miari of the kite-balloon
division, and many other of my aviator friends who wish to be present
at my departure. I have taken with me a map as a precaution, for the
weather which seemed most favorable at first has gradually become
foggy, and since even the upper atmosphere does not seem very clear, it
may be difficult to get our bearings. However, I am certain that once I
have arrived in enemy territory, or rather in my own home town, I shall
not need any map. Our fur-lined leather coats and our helmets are ready
and lie folded on the wing. The mechanics are busy about the motor, one
gives a last look at the spark-plugs, another at the magneto, another
at the gasoline feed, so that once departed we shall have no unpleasant
surprises. Gelmetti is already at his place and is trying the levers. A
groundman has turned the propeller and in the calm of the night nothing
can be heard but the chirping of the crickets and the croaking of the
frogs which are telling of their loves from the ditches. There arises
the deep and powerful roar of the motor and from the curved arches of
the hangars the echo answers so that it seems as if several machines
were in motion in the distance. The moon is rising, and as I see her
again after so many days of rain, she seems smaller, and I wonder how
my pilot will be able to make a landing on unknown ground with so
little light.