The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Laughing Mill, and Other Stories
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This omission affected me strangely. So far from alienating my interest,
it greatly augmented it; and although the body of the writing was
couched in terms sufficiently dry and matter-of-fact, the blank spaces
gave rein to the imagination, and lent the story a present and almost
a personal vitality and significance. It almost seemed to me that the
matter was, in some way or other, my individual concern--that I was, or
had been, involved in the incidents here set forth, and had still to
look forward to the catastrophe. The potent port, I fancy, must have a
little o'ercrowed my spirit; but I believe I ascribed it, at the same
time, to the peculiar influence exerted over me by the portrait of my
reverend ancestor. He seemed positively to be alive, and preparing to
come down from his frame and take the MS. into his own possession.
I spent a long time in trying to find out whence the MS. came, and
why it had been sent to me. But to this problem there was no apparent
clue--no tangible evidence, external or internal. Of course I was sure
that the secret lay in the blank spaces; and was half inclined to cut
the knot by filling them up with my own name and with those of the first
three friends of mine that happened to come into my head. However, after
quite working myself into a fever, and ruining the flavour of my Cabana
by letting it go out and then relighting it, I finally contented myself
by stopping the pregnant gaps with the first four letters of the
alphabet; and thus furnished forth, I buckled earnestly and steadily to
my work, progressing so rapidly that in less than three hours' time I
had mastered the whole narrative.
It was an unpleasant story, certainly, but there was nothing
particularly weird or remarkable, after all, in the incidents related.
From a literary point of view, it was greatly lacking in point and
completeness; for though it ended with the death of the chief character
and the marriage of the other two, yet the interest of the reader
advanced beyond the written limits, and demanded a more definite
conclusion. Things were left at such loose ends, in spite of death and
marriage, that it was hard not to believe that more remained behind.
In the heated and excited condition of my imagination, I felt strongly
tempted to snatch up my pen and improvise an ending on my own
responsibility.