“You heard what Bayard said? He wishes the marriage to take place at
once. Of course, you are willing?”
To her amazement, the girl answered, in a voice fraught with agony:
“Oh, no, no, no, it cannot be--it cannot be! Oh, Heaven pity me and
strike me dead this moment, that I may not have to bear my misery any
longer.”
Mrs. Howard believed that she was foreboding her lover’s death, and
tried to soothe her with hopeful words:
“He is going to get well, I feel sure, dear, but he wishes to marry
you now that you may help to nurse him back to life. Come, we will go
and explain to our friends, and then the interrupted ceremony may go
on.”
“Not now--I cannot marry him now,” moaned the girl despairingly, and
her wounded lover, looking on, was so amazed that he could not speak.
Mrs. Howard put her hand on the waving tresses of red-gold hair, and
told Fair impatiently that she was acting like a baby, and that it was
imperative that she should be married at once, for if anything happened
to Bayard before they were married she would never have any of his
money.
“And you must not forget that if I were to die you would be friendless
and penniless,” she said warningly; but it seemed to her that there was
no reason left in the girl’s dazed head. She only flung her white hands
over her head, and answered despairingly:
“When my mother died, her last words were that there was nothing but
misery and despair in store for her darling. Oh, it was true--quite
true. She spoke with the tongue of a prophet.”
Then, taking no notice of Mrs. Howard, she put out her hand and touched
her lover’s brow, exclaiming wildly:
“Oh, my love--my lost love--I wish that fatal shot had gone at once
through both our hearts and killed us, that we might at least have
rested in the same grave!”
“Calm yourself, my darling girl, for I am not going to die. I shall get
well, for your sweet sake,” murmured her lover soothingly, full of pity
for her half-distracted state; but again she flung up her hands, and
moaned frantically:
“Oh, if I could die--if I could die!” and for several moments she raved
so wildly that they began to believe she was out of her senses.
Feeling himself growing weak under the excitement of her looks and
words, Bayard Lorraine at last advised Mrs. Howard to take Fair back to
her room.
“She is in no mood for the marriage now, and I think she needs a
physician’s care. We will not torment her any longer. At least, I can
make my will and leave my fortune to her,” he said sadly.
“Come dear,” Mrs. Howard said pityingly. “You are ill with nervous
excitement; I will take you to your room.”
Fair staggered up and put her hand through her mother’s to go; but,
on reaching the door, she pulled it away, and the next moment was
staggering back with uncertain footsteps toward her lover, saying
wildly:
“No, let me stay! I--I--cannot be--a coward--any longer. I must tell
him all.”
And she knelt down as before by the bed, and looked with anguished eyes
into her lover’s face.