The martyr of the catacombs : $b a tale of ancient Rome
John Stuart Mill · en
"You are the last of a noble family. The state recognizes the worth and
the nobility of the Servilii. Your ancestors lived in pomp and wealth
and power. You are a poor miserable boy and a prisoner. Be wise, Pollio.
Think of the glory of your forefathers and throw aside the miserable
obstacle that keeps you away from all their illustrious fame."
"I cannot."
"You have lived a miserable outcast. The poorest beggar in Rome fares
better than you. His food is obtained with less labor and less
humiliation. His shelter is in the light of day. Above all he is safe.
His life is his own. He need not live in hourly fear of justice. But you
have had to drag out a wretched existence in want and danger and
darkness. What has your boasted religion given you? What has this
deified Jew done for you? Nothing, worse than nothing. Turn, then, from
this deceiver. Wealth and comfort and friends and the honors of the
state and the favor of the emperor will all be yours."
"I cannot."
"Your father was a loyal subject and a brave soldier. He died in battle
for his country. He left you an infant, the heir of all his honors, and
the last prop of his house. Little did he think of the treacherous
influences that surrounded you to lead you astray. Your mother's mind,
weakened by sorrow, surrendered to the insidious wiles of false
teachers, and she again ignorantly wrought your ruin. Had your noble
father lived you would now have been the hope of his ancient line; your
mother, too, would have followed the faith of her illustrious ancestors.
Do you value your father's memory? Has he no claims on your filial duty?
Do you think it no sin to heap dishonor on the proud name that you bear
and throw so foul a blot upon the unsullied fame handed down to you from
your fathers? Away with this delusion that blinds you. By your father's
memory, by the honor of your family, turn from your present course."
"I can do them no dishonor. My religion is pure and holy. I can die, but
I cannot be false to my Saviour."
"You see that we are merciful to you. Your name and your inexperience
excites our pity. Were you but a common prisoner we would offer you in
short words the choice between retraction or death. But we are willing
to reason with you, for we do not wish to see a noble family become
extinct through the ignorance or obstinacy of a degenerate heir."
"I thank you for your consideration," said Pollio; "but your arguments
have no weight with me beside the higher claims of my religion."
"Rash and thoughtless boy! There is another argument which you will find
more powerful. The wrath of the emperor is terrible."
"Yet still more terrible is the wrath of the Lamb."
"You speak an unintelligible language. What is the wrath of the Lamb?
You do not think on what is before you."
"My companions and friends have already endured all that you can
inflict. I trust that I may have like fortitude."
"Can you endure the terrors of the arena?"
"I hope to have more than mortal strength."