The mill house mystery — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill house mystery
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Sir Robert looked up then, and his eyes met hers. In his there was a
look of grave, tender kindness of gentle reproach, which cut her to
the heart.
“I never thought, Caryl, that she could have left you,” he said in a
low voice.
And Rhoda, bending suddenly very low over the child, hid her face and
whispered:
“Caryl, you’re don’t know what you’re asking, dear, but--I’ll stay.”
CHAPTER XIII.
SIR ROBERT SEEKS ADVICE
Sir Robert was watching the pair curiously: noting the feverish
gladness with which the boy clung to Rhoda’s hand, and the tenderness
with which she, in return, bent over him.
It cost him a sharp pang to think that this was just the sort of way
in which he should have liked his wife to bend over their invalid son.
There was a motherly kindness in Rhoda’s every look and touch, as she
smoothed the boy’s pillow or smiled at him, that realised completely
Sir Robert’s ideal of what a mother ought to be to her child.
Yet it was a stranger in blood who filled this office to the boy, and
the visits of Caryl’s mother were hasty affairs, undertaken in the
intervals of the serious business of life, motoring, tennis-playing,
dancing, travelling.
It was impossible that a bitter thought should not come into his mind
at the sight.
Caryl turned his head, with a smile, to his father.
“I thought it would be all right, papa,” said he, “when you came.”
Rhoda could scarcely suppress a sob. She knew something of what was
passing in Sir Robert’s mind, for he had often uttered words
expressive of his regret that Lady Sarah was not more domestic in her
tastes. That that aspiration chiefly concerned the delicate boy it was
not difficult to understand.
But now that the matter was settled, that Rhoda had promised to remain
at the Mill-house, there was another question to be answered. Why had
she been so anxious to go away? What, too, did she mean by these
words, uttered half-unconsciously, as it seemed, to the boy: “You
don’t know what you’re asking!”
Sir Robert had supposed, naturally enough, when Rhoda told him that
afternoon that she wished to leave the house, that it was the
unpleasant affair of the lost picture which had caused her so suddenly
to make up her mind to leave a house where she had been subjected to
such an alarming experience as that of the previous night. To a
nervous woman, the night alarm, followed by a mysterious and not yet
explained sequel, must have been quite sufficient to make her
disinclined to stay in a house where such things had happened.
Now, however, on overhearing these whispered words to Caryl, which
implied that she had something still to fear, Sir Robert was moved to
strong curiosity.
He looked at her intently, and Rhoda blushed under his scrutiny.
Meanwhile Caryl, delighted to have carried his point, was playing
affectionately with her right hand, and pressing it against his cheek.