The mill of silence — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The mill of silence
John Stuart Mill · en
In one moment I heard a loud shout come from the man at the gates, and
saw Dolly, despite her warning, stand hurriedly up and Duke make a
wild clutch at her; the next, the skiff reeled under me and I was
spun, kicking and struggling, into the water.
An accident, common enough and bad enough to those who know little of
Thames craft, had befallen us. We had got the boat’s stern jammed upon
a side beam of the lock, so that her nose only dropped with the
sinking water.
I rose at once in a black swirl. The skiff, jerked free by our
unceremonious exit, floated unharmed in the lock, but she floated
empty. Risen to the surface, however, almost with me, Duke’s dark head
emerged close by her, so that with one frantic leap upward he was able
to reach her thwarts, to which he clung.
“Dolly!” he gasped--“Dolly!”
I had seen her before he could cry out again, had seized and was
struggling with her.
“Don’t hold me!” I cried; “let me go, Dolly, and I’ll save you.”
She was quite beyond reason, deaf to anything but the despairing call
of life. In another instant, I knew, we should both go under and be
dragged into the rush of the sluices. Seeing the uselessness of trying
to unclasp her hands, I fought to throw myself and her toward the side
of the lock nearest. The water was bubbling in my mouth, when I felt a
great iron hook whipped into the collar of my coat and we were both
hauled to the side.
“Hold on there, mate!” cried the lock-keeper, “while I get your boat
under.”
I had caught at a dangling loop of chain; but even so the weight of my
almost senseless burden threatened to drag me down.
“Be quick!” I gasped, “I’m pretty near spent.”
With the same grapnel he caught and towed the boat, Duke still hanging
to it, to where I clung, and leaped down himself into it.
“Now,” he said, “get a leg over and you’re right.”
It was a struggle even then, for Dolly would not let me out of her
agonized clutch--not till we could lay her, white as a storm-beaten
lily, on the bottom boards. Then we turned and seized Duke over the
thwarts and he tumbled in and lay in a heap, quite exhausted.
His mind relieved, our preserver took off his cap, scratched his
forehead and spat into the water.
“I’ve known a many wanting your luck,” he said, gruffly. “What made
you do it, now?”
Judging our ignorance to be by no means common property, I said, “Ah,
what?” in the tone that suggests acquiescence, or wonder, and asked
him if he had a fire handy.
“There’s a bright one burning inside,” he said. “You’re welcome to
it.”
He punted the boat to a shallow flight of steps, oozy with slime, that
led to the bank above, where his cottage was.
“We’ll carry the gal to it,” said he. “See if she can move herself.”
I bent down over the prostrate figure. It looked curiously youthful
and slender in its soaked and clinging garments.
“Dolly,” I whispered, “there’s a fire above. Will you let me carry you
to it?”