“Not here--not here. Come off the path; there’s a seat out there.”
Seeing with surprise that her face was pale and drawn with
nervousness, and fancying our tramp might have over-tired her, I led
her to the place she indicated--a bench set in the deep shadow of a
chestnut tree--and we both sat down.
“Now, Doll,” I said, gayly, “what’s the tremendous confidence?”
“Renny,” she said, quietly, “William Reid has asked me to marry him.”
“No! William Reid--the young fellow over at Hansard’s? Well, I can
only tell you, Dolly, that I know nothing but what’s good of him for a
steady and promising chap, who’s sure to make as fine a husband as he
is a workman.”
“Do you advise me to take him, then? Do you want me to?”
“You might do much worse--indeed you might, Dolly. Why, to my
knowledge, he’s drawing £3 a week already. Of course I shall be very,
very sorry to lose my little chum and companion, but I always foresaw
that this would have to be the end of our comradeship some day.”
She sat looking at the ground a little while and adjusting a fallen
twig with the point of her parasol. Then she rose and said, in the
same quiet tone, “Very well,” and moved a step away.
I rose also and was about to resume the subject, when in a moment, to
my horror, she threw herself back on the bench and, flinging her hands
up to her face, burst into a passion of tears.
I was so startled and shocked that for the instant I could think of
nothing to do or say. Then I bent down and cried:
“Dolly, what is it? What’s the matter? Have I hurt you in any way?”
She struggled with her sobs, but made a brave effort to command
herself.
“Oh, don’t look, don’t listen! I shall be all right in a minute.”
I moved away a little space and stood anxiously waiting. When I turned
again her face was still buried in her arm, but the keenness of the
outburst was subdued.
I approached and leaned over her tenderly, putting a kind hand on her
shoulder.
“Now, little woman,” I said, “won’t you tell me what it is? I might
comfort and counsel you at least, Dolly, dear.”
She answered so low that I had to stoop further to hear her.
“I only thought, perhaps--perhaps you might care more and not want me
to.”
What a simple little sentence, yet how fierce a vision it sprung upon
my blindness! I rose and stepped back almost with a cry. Then Dolly
sat up and saw my face.
“Renny,” she cried, “I never meant to tell; only--only, I am so
miserable.”
I went to her and took her hand and helped her to her feet.
“Dolly,” I said, in a low, hoarse voice, “I have been a selfish brute.
I never thought what I was doing, when I should have thought. Now, you
must give me time to think.”
“You didn’t know. Renny”--her pretty eyes were struggling with tears
again, and her poor face looked up into mine, entreating me not to
take base advantage of her surrender--“if I kissed you as you kissed
me once do you think it would come?”
“It isn’t right for us to try, dear.”