No man could feel more resolute till he got outside the yard gate, and
a little way along the deep-rutted lane; but before he reached the next
turning, which would take him out of sight of the dilapidated
farm-buildings, he appeared to be smitten by some sudden thought. He
checked his horse, and made it stand still in the same spot for two or
three minutes, during which he turned his head from side to side in a
melancholy way, as if he were looking at some painful object on more
sides than one. Evidently, after his fit of promptitude, Mr Tulliver
was relapsing into the sense that this is a puzzling world. He turned
his horse, and rode slowly back, giving vent to the climax of feeling
which had determined this movement by saying aloud, as he struck his
horse, “Poor little wench! she’ll have nobody but Tom, belike, when I’m
gone.”
Mr Tulliver’s return into the yard was descried by several young
Mosses, who immediately ran in with the exciting news to their mother,
so that Mrs Moss was again on the door-step when her brother rode up.
She had been crying, but was rocking baby to sleep in her arms now, and
made no ostentatious show of sorrow as her brother looked at her, but
merely said:
“The father’s gone to the field, again, if you want him, brother.”
“No, Gritty, no,” said Mr Tulliver, in a gentle tone. “Don’t you
fret,—that’s all,—I’ll make a shift without the money a bit, only you
must be as clever and contriving as you can.”
Mrs Moss’s tears came again at this unexpected kindness, and she could
say nothing.
“Come, come!—the little wench shall come and see you. I’ll bring her
and Tom some day before he goes to school. You mustn’t fret. I’ll
allays be a good brother to you.”
“Thank you for that word, brother,” said Mrs Moss, drying her tears;
then turning to Lizzy, she said, “Run now, and fetch the coloured egg
for cousin Maggie.” Lizzy ran in, and quickly reappeared with a small
paper parcel.
“It’s boiled hard, brother, and coloured with thrums, very pretty; it
was done o’ purpose for Maggie. Will you please to carry it in your
pocket?”
“Ay, ay,” said Mr Tulliver, putting it carefully in his side pocket.
“Good-by.”
And so the respectable miller returned along the Basset lanes rather
more puzzled than before as to ways and means, but still with the sense
of a danger escaped. It had come across his mind that if he were hard
upon his sister, it might somehow tend to make Tom hard upon Maggie at
some distant day, when her father was no longer there to take her part;
for simple people, like our friend Mr Tulliver, are apt to clothe
unimpeachable feelings in erroneous ideas, and this was his confused
way of explaining to himself that his love and anxiety for “the little
wench” had given him a new sensibility toward his sister.
Chapter IX.
To Garum Firs