The Mysterious Mr. Miller — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Mysterious Mr. Miller
John Stuart Mill · en
Upon the table still stood the portrait of my dear heart, the picture
which only two days before had awakened within me such bitter
remembrances. The silk-shaded lamps shed a soft light over everything,
illuminating for the first time my Ella's beautiful face. In the
twilight by the river I had seen that she had become even more
beautiful, yet the light that now fell upon her revealed a calmness and
sweetness of expression that I had not hitherto been able to
distinguish. She was far more lovely than I had believed--more
beautiful even than in those days of our secret love.
Those great blue eyes looked out upon me with that same love-flame as of
old--eyes that were clear and bright as a child's, the glance of which
would have made any man's head reel--cheeks that were more delicately
moulded than the marbles of Michael Angelo, and a grace that was
perfect, complete, adorable.
And she was mine--still my own!
Strange that this sudden happiness was actually the sequel of a tragedy!
"It is really delightful to be back here again," she remarked to Lucie,
glancing round the room. "How well I remember the old days when, in the
holidays, I came and stayed with you. Nothing has changed. The dear
old place is just the same."
"Yes," replied Lucie. "I only wish we lived here more. But father and
I are always abroad--always moving from place to place through France,
Germany, Spain, Italy, just as the fit takes us. Nowadays, dear old dad
is really like the Jew-errant. He can't remain more than a few days in
one place--can you, dad?" she asked, laughing across at him.
"No, my dear," was his response in a strange voice. "I must travel--
travel--always travel. To keep moving is part of my nature, I believe."
"Only fancy! he's here in England!" she remarked to Ella. "It's really
wonderful!"
While this conversation was in progress I was afraid that old Miss
Miller might refer to my call upon her; but fortunately she either did
not catch my name when introduced, or did not connect me with her
mysterious visitor.
The owner of Studland Manor was, I saw, somewhat uneasy when his
daughter began to explain how constantly they travelled. He seemed a
little annoyed that Lucie should tell us that they were constantly
moving, instead of living quietly by the Mediterranean outside Leghorn,
as he would have me believe.
The old-fashioned Empire clock beneath its glass shade, standing on the
chimney-piece, struck eleven, and I rose resolutely to take my leave. I
had expressed pleasure at my new-found happiness, shook hands all round,
and asked leave to call on the morrow.