The Nether Millstone — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Nether Millstone
John Stuart Mill · en
Back in the bedroom the air was comparatively pure. The window looked
on to a green court with a high hedge of clipped yew trees beyond. It
was one of the quietest and most shady rooms in the house, and Mary
had chosen it for that very reason. In the winter she occupied another
apartment. But its very quietness frightened the girl now. As she
looked out of the small diamond casement in the great stone mullion,
she realised that it would be impossible for any grown figure to
squeeze through. She might have taken the risk of jumping down on to
the grass, but the bars of the mullion window were too close together
to permit of the attempt. And already the draught from the open window
was drawing the smoke into the room.
Listening intently, Mary could hear the sound of shouts and the
tramping of feet; now, she caught the echo of horses' hoofs as mounted
messengers galloped down the drive. She shouted aloud, but nobody
appeared to hear her. The thick high hedge of yews seemed to smother
her voice. It was dreadful to be caught in a trap like that, but Mary
resolved to meet her fate bravely.
Probably the volume of smoke would cause unconsciousness long before
the dreaded fire reached its victim. There would be no pain or
suffering. It seemed to Mary that she had heard people speak of such
things before. Well, she would die alone, and nobody would know how
the end had come.
Not quite alone! Suddenly Mary remembered that old Patience was in the
dressing-room and looked towards the couch there.
She rubbed her eyes in astonishment. Patience was no longer there.
Perhaps she had not been able to sleep, probably she had aroused
herself very early and gone about her business. At any rate, she was
not in the dressing-room, and Mary felt glad of it. The horror of the
situation was lessened by the absence of the demented woman.
Greatly daring, Mary opened the window and screamed for help once
more. She could hear yells and calls, and presently the steady throb
of what she knew to be an engine. But all the time the smoke was
growing thicker and denser in the room. So far Mary could not hear the
crackling of flames, she was not sensible of the fact that the room
was getting any warmer. There was always the hope that the fire might
be subdued before it got a good hold of the building. A great deal of
timber had gone to the building of Dashwood Hall, but the walls were
of the most solid masonry, and it was quite possible for the fire to
burn out a room or two without going any farther.
Something like an hour passed, an hour that seemed like eternity. The
shouting and the tramping and the thudding were still going on. Then
came a lull for the moment, and it seemed to Mary that somebody was
calling her by name, somebody inside the house. She waited a moment,
thinking perhaps that it was her excited fancy, but once more the call
came, and this time from the corridor.