The Senator's Favorite — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Senator's Favorite
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He recalled with a groan his pleasant hopes and fancies built on his
daughter's preference for Earle Winans. Then he muttered:
"Engaged to a fellow I never saw! A village lawyer's clerk! That Jack
Tennant! Won in a lottery--my daughter! Good heavens! how careless and
thoughtless I have been, taking my own way and letting Ladybird take
hers. Otherwise this never could have happened."
For the most of his life Bruce Conway had taken things easily, and life
had gone easy with him, but here was something that shook him up, as it
were.
He had a long talk with Miss Prudence Primrose, during which she said
so often, "I told thee so, Bruce, I told thee so," that it almost drove
him mad.
"But what can I do with her? How restrain her in the future, even
if she ever lives down the notoriety of this ridiculous prank?" he
groaned.
Miss Prue sighed helplessly, then a bright thought came to her, and she
suggested:
"Why not consult my good friend, Mrs. Winans? She has raised up two
gentle daughters very properly."
"No, Prue, I cannot consult Mrs. Winans. You forget how shamefully
Ladybird has treated her son. If it comes to her ears, as it must, she
will resent the indignity to her son, who inherits all his father's
pride and nobility. The affection she cherishes for Ladybird now will
perhaps change into disgust. I cannot tell what to do with the little
madcap, but I can tell you, Aunt Prue, a widower with a coquettish
daughter on his hands is an object to be pitied."
Miss Prue did not pity him much. She thought he had neglected his
pretty, motherless child all along, and valued his own ease too highly.
Now he was reaping the fit reward for his carelessness.
"I will send her to a convent school till she's twenty, that's what
I'll do," he declared irritably.
But suddenly Ladybird took the matter into her own hands.
The little beauty had been secretly very unhappy ever since the night
when her willful prank had so deeply offended Earle's proud heart and
reared that wall of ice between them.
Up at Rosemont every one believed her perfectly happy, and none dreamed
of her love and sorrow over Earle, who might die and never forgive her
for the wrong she had done him.
Everyone loved and petted her, from the stately senator and his lovely
daughters down to the lowest menial on the grand estate. As for gentle
Mrs. Winans, she had a deep and silent love, maternal in its strength,
for the winsome child of her dear dead friend, bonny Lulu.
Ladybird knew well how they loved her, and her heart thrilled with love
for them, but always there was the haunting thought that when Earle
should tell them of her coquettish wiles they would despise her ever
after.
"And that would break my heart," she sighed tearfully.
So when Earle was declared out of danger she began to shrink at the
very thought of meeting him again. The memory of his last proud look of
resentful scorn remained always in her thoughts.