The shadows of a great city: A romantic story — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The shadows of a great city: A romantic story
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“Jim, why are youse about here with that dirty face? Seems to me youse
might have some thought for me. Now, get out of here and don’t come
again until it can be clean.”
“He’s gone back on me,” said Jim, pointing his finger to the library
door.
“Glad of it,” said the woman; “you are both as bad as you can be. I
hope you will find your way to jail for being so mean to our little
girl when she was small. If she were not an angel she would not let any
of you people in the house.”
“Oh, wouldn’t she?” cried he. “Well, she’d better not get too flip, for
Mr. Benson runs this house.”
“Who said he did?” asked the Irishwoman, her blue eyes fastening upon
the man keenly.
“He did,” replied Jim, looking toward Benson’s door.
Biddy muttered something about things going topsy turvy and that she
would tell Nellie her mind, and Jim walked out.
He slouched along the street with his hands in his pockets. His idea
was to think of some way he could get even with Benson without running
any risk himself.
* * * * *
One afternoon Nellie was sitting writing her daily letter to Tom. Her
mind had left the sheet before her, and with her eyes fixed upon the
ivy-covered church opposite she tried to weave a day dream which would
bring her happiness. How many weary months had passed since her Tom had
gone to prison, and each day her cousin became more insufferable and
she hated him more and more. He had constantly persecuted her with his
attentions.
It would be well to cite a little episode which had happened only a few
days before. Benson had gotten it into his mind that Biddy interfered
with Nellie as far as he was concerned; that is, influenced her
against him, so he determined to banish the woman from the house, and
with this intention he set about finding a woman who would take Biddy’s
place.
One morning he sent a peremptory message to Nellie to come to him in
the library, which was his favorite place to meet her.
“Helen,” said he, rising at her entrance, “you will listen to what I am
going to say to you, and know, please, before I begin, that it is for
your own good that I speak.”
“Then do not hesitate,” replied the girl with so much sarcasm in her
voice that the man’s face flooded with color.
“Please do not use that tone to me,” said he sternly.
“Very well,” and Helen sank gracefully back into her seat.
“Helen,” and Benson commenced in low, measured tones, “you are much
younger than I am, but that is no reason why I should not care for you
or you for me. I am only your second cousin.”
The man paused a moment, and Nellie, thinking it incumbent upon her to
speak, said:
“I do not see what you mean.”
“This,” replied Benson. “Nellie, I love you. I want you to be my wife,
and because I do love you I desire that you should come under good
influence, and I require that you should allow Biddy to leave this
house. It is a shame to keep her here.”
The girl’s face changed color. She did not speak and allowed him to go
on.