The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance — John Stuart Mill — John Shaqi
The Sorrows of Satan: or, The Strange Experience of One Geoffrey Tempest, Millionaire: A Romance
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"What I am going to say now," he proceeded in soft, almost melancholy
accents--"will sound ridiculously trite,--still it has the perverse
prosiness of truth about it. It is this--in order to write with intense
feeling, you must first _feel_. Very likely when you wrote this book of
yours, you were almost a human hedge-hog in the way of feeling. Every
prickly point of you was erect and responsive to the touch of all
influences, pleasant or the reverse, imaginative or realistic. This is a
condition which some people envy and others would rather dispense with.
Now that you, as a hedge-hog, have no further need for either alarm,
indignation or self-defence, your prickles are soothed into an agreeable
passiveness, and you partially cease to feel. That is all. The 'change'
you complain of is thus accounted for;--you have nothing to feel
about,--hence you cannot comprehend how it was that you ever felt."
I was conscious of irritation at the calm conviction of his tone.
"Do you take me for such a callous creature as all that?" I
exclaimed--"You are mistaken in me, Lucio. I feel most keenly----"
"What do you feel?" he inquired, fixing his eyes steadily upon
me--"There are hundreds of starving wretches in this metropolis,--men
and women on the brink of suicide because they have no hope of anything
in this world or the next, and no sympathy from their kind--do you feel
for them? Do _their_ griefs affect _you_? You know they do not,--you
know you never think of them,--why should you? One of the chief
advantages of wealth is the ability it gives us to shut out other
people's miseries from our personal consideration."
I said nothing,--for the first time my spirit chafed at the truth of his
words, principally because they _were_ true. Alas, Lucio!--if I had
only known then what I know now!