The Trimmed Lamp, and Other Stories of the Four Million
John Stuart Mill · en
At her window Maida sat through the long morning and past the time of
the dinner at the store. In her mind she could hear the girls shrieking
over a pull-bone, could hear old Bachman’s roar over his own
deeply-concealed jokes, could see the diamonds of fat Mrs. Bachman, who
came to the store only on Thanksgiving days, could see Mr. Ramsay
moving about, alert, kindly, looking to the comfort of all.
At four in the afternoon, with an expressionless face and a lifeless
air she slowly made her way to Schlegel’s shop and told him she could
not pay the $4 due on the dress.
“Gott!” cried Schlegel, angrily. “For what do you look so glum? Take
him away. He is ready. Pay me some time. Haf I not seen you pass mine
shop every day in two years? If I make clothes is it that I do not know
how to read beoples because? You will pay me some time when you can.
Take him away. He is made goot; and if you look bretty in him all
right. So. Pay me when you can.”
Maida breathed a millionth part of the thanks in her heart, and hurried
away with her dress. As she left the shop a smart dash of rain struck
upon her face. She smiled and did not feel it.
Ladies who shop in carriages, you do not understand. Girls whose
wardrobes are charged to the old man’s account, you cannot begin to
comprehend—you could not understand why Maida did not feel the cold
dash of the Thanksgiving rain.
At five o’clock she went out upon the street wearing her purple dress.
The rain had increased, and it beat down upon her in a steady,
wind-blown pour. People were scurrying home and to cars with close-held
umbrellas and tight buttoned raincoats. Many of them turned their heads
to marvel at this beautiful, serene, happy-eyed girl in the purple
dress walking through the storm as though she were strolling in a
garden under summer skies.
I say you do not understand it, ladies of the full purse and varied
wardrobe. You do not know what it is to live with a perpetual longing
for pretty things—to starve eight months in order to bring a purple
dress and a holiday together. What difference if it rained, hailed,
blew, snowed, cycloned?
Maida had no umbrella nor overshoes. She had her purple dress and she
walked abroad. Let the elements do their worst. A starved heart must
have one crumb during a year. The rain ran down and dripped from her
fingers.
Some one turned a corner and blocked her way. She looked up into Mr.
Ramsay’s eyes, sparkling with admiration and interest.
“Why, Miss Maida,” said he, “you look simply magnificent in your new
dress. I was greatly disappointed not to see you at our dinner. And of
all the girls I ever knew, you show the greatest sense and
intelligence. There is nothing more healthful and invigorating than
braving the weather as you are doing. May I walk with you?”
And Maida blushed and sneezed.
THE FOREIGN POLICY OF COMPANY 99
John Byrnes, hose-cart driver of Engine Company No. 99, was afflicted
with what his comrades called Japanitis.