In the morning she said, “Now, Al, that’s a jar of the best hair grease
you could buy for money anywhere. It’s an old recipe and will not only
make the hair stay in place but is, at the same time, good for it. It
makes the hair grow, and keeps it in good condition.” True enough it
had a good odor to it, and _was_ smooth like the stuff the barber put
on my head when he cut my hair. I rubbed some on my head that morning,
and not only did I have the satisfaction of seeing my hair shine, like
Mallet’s, but it also stayed parted in the middle! I went to the mill
that morning, with my cap balanced on the back of my head, so that
everybody could see the shine and the parting. But I had not been in
the mill long before the pomade evaporated, my hair sprang loose, and I
was as badly off as before. By bringing the jar into the mill I managed
to remedy that, and got along very well until one of the doffers rubbed
his palm over my head, discovered the grease, sniffed it, and told all
over the room that I was daubing bear’s grease on my hair to keep it
down.
These items of self-consciousness, so momentous to me at the time, were
some of the signs of adolescence. I was growing very rapidly, and my
whole self was in a whirl of change. Every bone seemed to have sprung
loose, every muscle seemed to be expanding at once, all my strength
seemed to have left my body! My bones were sore and every muscle ached.
An infinite weariness and dizziness took possession of me, day and
night. Sitting or standing I could find no rest. When I bent down, I
suffered undue pain; when I reached for anything, I had to drop my arms
before I had attained the object. I suffered as if jackscrews had been
laid at all angles in my body, and were being turned and turned day and
night without any stop. I could not bend and reach under the frames
to clean them without excruciating pain sweeping over me, and a cold
sweat. If I took hold of a broom, and tried to sweep, I had to drag the
broom wearily after the first few moments. I went home after the day’s
work as tired as if I had been holding up the world all day. And though
I went to bed soon after supper, and slept soundly till the morning, I
awoke as tired as if I had been toiling at a slave’s task every minute
of the night.
I tried, in no complaining spirit, to describe my feelings to my aunt.
“Why, they’re nothing but growing pains, Al,” she said. “You ought to
feel proud that you’re going to be a tall man. It’ll pass. You must get
all the rest you can by going to bed right after supper. That’ll help!”
But she never said, as I wanted her to say, “Get off from work while
you’re suffering so, and don’t try to work while you’re in that
condition.”