Miss Llewellyn had almost forgotten that she was to expect a visit
from Lord Ilfracombe’s solicitor, Mr Sterndale, when one day, as she
was sitting alone, his card was brought in to her. Hetty and William
had returned to Usk by this time. Their modest resources could not
stand out against more than a week in London, though their sister had
helped them as much as they would allow her. So they were gone, taking
the fresh smell of the country with them, and leaving Miss Llewellyn
more melancholy and depressed than they had found her. For she had not
heard again from Lord Ilfracombe since the few lines she had received
on the day of their arrival, and she was beginning to dread all sorts
of unlikely things, just because the unusual silence frightened her,
like a child left alone in the dark. Hetty and Will had been most
urgent that she should accompany them back to Usk, and for a moment
Nell thought the temptation too great to be resisted. What would she
not give for a sight of her dear mother’s face, she thought--for her
father’s grave smile; for a night or two spent in the old farmhouse
where she had been so careless and so happy; to lie down to sleep with
the scent of the climbing roses and honeysuckle in her nostrils, and
the lowing of the cattle and twittering of the wild birds in her ears.
And Ilfracombe had urged her to take change of air, too. He would be
pleased to hear she had left London for awhile! But here came the idea
that he might return home any day, perhaps unexpectedly and sooner than
he imagined, and then if she were absent what would he think?--what
would she suffer? She would not cease to reproach herself. Oh, no,
it was useless for Hetty to plead with her. She would come back some
day, when she could have a holiday without inconvenience, but just
now with the master of the house absent, her mother would understand
it was impossible; it would not be right for her, in her position as
housekeeper, to leave the servants to look after themselves. So Hetty,
having been brought up very strictly with regard to duty, was fain to
acquiesce in her sister’s decision, and comfort herself with the hope
that she would fulfil her promise some day. But when they had left
London, Nell felt as if she had escaped a great danger, and was only
just able to breathe freely again. And had she accompanied them to
Usk, and gone to stay at Panty-cuckoo Farm, she would have felt almost
as bad. To live under the eyes of her parents day after day; to have
to submit to their eager questioning; to evade their sharpness--for
country people are sometimes very sharp in matters that affect their
domestic happiness and very eager for revenge when their family honour
is compromised; all this Nell felt she dared not, under present
circumstances, undergo. So she was sorry and glad to part with her
sister at the same time; but her advent had so put other matters out
of her head, that she was quite startled at receiving Mr Sterndale’s
card.
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