evening she had gone to hear Hugh Owen preach in the field. That little
link between the past and the present recalled it all. In a moment
she comprehended. She was no longer happy, innocent Nell Llewellyn,
spending her young life at Panty-cuckoo Farm, but the disgraced and
degraded daughter of the house, who had crept home, a living lie,
to hide her shame and sorrow in her mother’s bosom. The remembrance
brought with it but one desire--one want--which expressed itself in a
feeble cry of ‘Mother!’ At least, it was what Nell intended for a cry;
but her voice was so faint and weak, that Betsy Hobbs only roused from
her nap with a feeling of curiosity if she _had_ heard anything. She
was accustomed to nursing the sick, however, and was a light sleeper,
so she hobbled up to the bedside and peered into her patient’s face.
Sure enough her eyes were open and there was reason in them.
‘Praise the Lord, dearie,’ she ejaculated, ‘you’re yourself agin at
last!’
But Nell turned her face to the wall with the same cry of ‘Mother!’
‘To be sure, dearie; and I’ll fetch ’er in ’alf a minnit. She’s only
stepped down to the dairy to see ’ow things are goin’ on, for business
’as been sadly neglected of late. Night and day--night and day--the
pore dear’s bin by your side, longin’ to ’ear your own voice agin, and
she’ll be overj’yed to find you in your senses. Come, drink a drop o’
milk, do, and then I’ll fetch ’er.’
But Nell turned fractiously from the proffered cup and reiterated
her cry for her mother. She was gaunt and emaciated to a degree.
The cruel fever had wasted her rounded limbs, and dug deep furrows
beneath her eyes, and turned her delicate complexion to yellow and
brown. She looked like a woman of forty or fifty, instead of a girl of
three-and-twenty. As the old woman ambled out of the room, Nell raised
her thin hands and gazed at the white nails and bony knuckles with
amazement. Where had she been? What had happened to her, to alter her
like that? Her questions were answered by the entrance of Mrs Llewellyn.
‘Oh, my dear lass--my own poor lamb!’ she exclaimed, as she came
hurriedly to the bedside, and folded her daughter in her arms. ‘Praise
the Lord that you have taken a turn at last! I’ve been watching for
this days and days, till I began to fear it might never be. You’ve been
main ill, my girl, and all the house nursing you through it. Father’s
lying down on his bed. He hasn’t had his coat off for three nights. But
you’re better, my lass, you’re better, thank God for that!’
‘How long have I been ill?’ asked Nell in a faint voice.
‘Better than six weeks--going on for seven,’ replied her mother; ‘and
it’s been an anxious time for all of us. I thought poor Hetty would
have cried herself sick last week, when Dr Cowell told us we mustn’t
build our hopes too much on keeping you here. I think he will be as
surprised as anyone when he hears the good news. Oh, my lass, it would
have been a sore day for more than one of us if we had lost you!’
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