‘Then why are you so depressed, Ilfracombe?’ said Nora. ‘It is not only
I who have noticed it. Everybody, including your mother and sister,
say the same, and it is not very complimentary to _me_, you know,
considering we have only been married five months, is it?’
Lord Ilfracombe grew scarlet. The moment had come, he saw, for an
explanation, and how could he make it? He feared the girl beside him
would shrink from him with horror if she heard the truth. And yet he
was a man of honour, according to a man’s idea of honour, and could
not find it in his heart to stoop to subterfuge. If he told Nora
anything, he must tell her all.
‘Dearest,’ he said, laying his fair head down on her shoulder, ‘I
confess I have felt rather miserable lately, but it has nothing to do
with you. It concerns only my self and my past life. I have heard a
very sad story since we came home, Nora. I wonder if I dare tell it to
you?’
‘Why should you not, Ilfracombe? Perhaps I can guess a good part of it
before you begin.’
‘Oh, no, no, you cannot. I would rather not think you should. And yet
you are a little woman of the world, although you have been so long
cooped up (as you used to tell me) in Malta. Your father told me, when
I proposed for you, that I must be entirely frank and open with you,
for that girls now-a-days were not like the girls of romance, but were
wide awake to most things that go on in the world, and resented being
kept in the dark where their affections were concerned.’
‘I think my father was right,’ was all that Nora replied.
‘And yet--and yet--how _can_ I tell you? What will you think of me?
Nora, I have been trying so hard to keep it to myself, lest you should
shrink from me, when you hear the truth; and yet, we are husband and
wife, and should have no secrets from each other. I should be wretched,
I know, if I thought _you_ had ever deceived _me_. I would rather
suffer any mortification than know that, and so perhaps you, too, would
rather I were quite honest with you, although I have put it off so
long. Would you, my dearest?’ he asked, turning his handsome face up to
hers. Nora stooped and kissed him. It was a genuine kiss. She had not
been accustomed to bestow them spontaneously on her husband, but she
knew what was coming, and she felt, for the first time, how much better
Ilfracombe was than herself.
‘Yes, Ilfracombe,’ she answered gravely, ‘trust me. I am, as you say, a
woman of the world, and can overlook a great deal.’
‘That kiss has emboldened me,’ said the earl, ‘and I feel I owe it to
you to explain the reason of my melancholy. Nora, I have been no better
than other young men--’
‘I never supposed you were,’ interposed his wife.
‘Ah, wait till you hear all. Some years before I met you, I took a
fancy to a girl, and she--lived in my house. You understand?’
Lady Ilfracombe nodded.
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