And what were Ilfracombe’s feelings as he strolled back to Usk Hall?
Not entirely pleasurable ones, we may be sure. He could not but be
thankful that his worst fears for Nell Llewellyn were allayed, that his
conscience was no longer burdened with the thought that his desertion
had been the means of her death--but as he became used to this
relief, the old sensations regarding her returned, and he could not
help acknowledging to himself that her love wearied him--that Nora’s
sharpness of temper and standoffishness were as _sauce piquante_ after
Nell’s adoration--and that, though he rejoiced to see her alive, he was
very sorry they should have met in such close proximity to the house
which held his wife. He had had one or two doubts lately as to whether
another week of Usk Hall would not suit him very well--now he had
none. The sooner they were out of it, the better, and he should speak
to Nora to-night about joining his mother’s party at Wiesbaden. She
and Nell must not meet again. He should not reveal the identity of the
latter to Lady Ilfracombe, but all intercourse must be stopped between
them. He was sorry for poor Nell--very, very sorry; but, hang it all,
Nora was his wife, and the prospective mother of his children, and at
all hazards he would keep her for the future out of the other woman’s
way.
This is the difference men make between their mistresses and their
wives. The one may be the infinitely better woman of the two, but the
law does not overshadow her, so she must stand like Hagar apart in the
wilderness which she has created for herself.
CHAPTER III.
When Lord Ilfracombe walked into the lighted drawing-room of Usk Hall
he looked so pale and thoughtful that the ladies began to rally him at
once on his supposed melancholy. Dear me, what could it be? Who could
he have met during his evening ramble to make him look so grave? Had
she failed to keep her appointment, or had she been unkind? The whole
list of little pleasantries with which the fair sex assail men on such
occasions, with the idea of being arch and witty, was recounted for his
lordship’s benefit; but he looked very disinclined to supply food for
their banter. His worry was so pre-evident that his wife asked him if
he had a headache.
‘A little; nothing to speak of,’ he answered quietly.
‘Come along, old man, and have a game at pool,’ said Jack Portland, in
his turn; ‘that will soon chase the vapours away. I expect it’s Sir
Archibald’s port that’s done the job. It’s the most alluring wine I’ve
tasted for many a day.’
‘No, no. I won’t allow it. Nothing of the kind,’ cried the jolly
baronet; ‘there isn’t a headache in a dozen of it. Lord Ilfracombe
hasn’t had enough of it. That’s what’s the matter with him.’
‘I think the sun may have touched me,’ said Ilfracombe feebly; ‘it has
been very hot to-day.’
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