She broke off and Hannah spoke:
"I was thinking to-night about you and whether you were not in danger,"
she said, with a certain air of wisdom which her somewhat hard
experience of life had given her. "How that man looked at you as he sang
those words! That wild passion of love which they expressed seemed a
reality. I wondered if you could hear them unmoved--and a thought of
danger for you made me feel unhappy."
Christine did not answer her for a moment. A strange smile came to her
lips as her eyes rested gently on the little teacher. Eyes and smile had
both something of hopelessness in them, as if she despaired of making
herself understood.
"That was sweet of you, Hannah," she said presently, a look of simple
affectionateness chasing away the other. "It is good to think that
there was any one, in all that great crowd of people, who cared so much
about me, but, my good little friend, never trouble yourself with that
thought in connection with me again. My heart is dead--so dead that it
seem weary waiting for the rest of me to die, and nothing but the
resurrection morning that renews it all can ever give me back the heart
I had before I was married. It did not die suddenly at one blow, but
it died a lingering death of slow, slow pain. Think what it is! I am
younger than you, and already joy and pleasure and hope are words that
have no meaning for me. Oh, poor Hannah! I oughtn't to make you cry,
and yet your tears are blessed things. When I could cry I was not so
wretched."
She leaned toward the girl and clasped her close, kissing the teardrops
from each eye and soothing her, as if hers had been the sorrow.
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