Victoria looked out over the immense oily greenness of the water. Far
away on the skyline a twirling wreath of smoke showed that some tramp
steamer was passing them unseen. The world was between them; they were
crawling on one side of the ball and the tramp on the other, like flies
on an orange. Was that tramp, Bombay bound, carrying more than a cargo
of rolling stock? Perhaps the mate had forgotten his B.S.A. fittings and
was brooding, he too, over the dead cities, somewhere south-east of
Hyderabad.
'No,' repeated Victoria slowly, 'it hadn't struck me like that.'
Cairns looked at her curiously. He had heard of Fulton and knew of the
manner of his death. He could not help thinking that she did not seem
to show many signs of a recent bereavement, but then she was well rid
of Fulton. Of course there were other things too. Going back as the
widow of an Indian officer was all very well if you could afford the
luxury, but if you couldn't, well it couldn't be much catch. So, being
thirty eight or so, he prudently directed the conversation towards the
customary subjects discussed on board a trooper: the abominable
accommodation and the appalling incompetency of the government with
regard to the catering.
Victoria listened to him placidly. His ancient tittle-tattle had been
made familiar to her by three years' association with his fellows, and
she had learned that she need not say much, as his one wish was
naturally to revile the authorities and all their work. But one item
interested her.
'After all,' he said, 'I don't see why I should talk. I've had enough of
it. I'm sending in my papers as soon as I've settled a small job at
Perim. I'll get back to Aden and shake all that beastly Asiatic dust off
my shoes.'
'Surely,' said Victoria, 'you're not going to leave the Service?' Her
intonation implied that she was urging him not to commit suicide. Some
women must pass twice under the yoke.
'Fed up. Simply fed up with it. Suppose I do waste another twenty years
in India or Singapore or Hong Kong, how much forrarder am I? They'll
retire me as a colonel or courtesy general and dump me into an England
which doesn't care a hang about me with the remains of malaria, no
digestion and no temper. I'll then while away my time watching the
busses pass by from one of the windows of the Rag and give my daily
opinion of the doings of Simla and the National Congress to men who will
only listen to me so long as I stand them a whisky and soda.'
'It isn't alluring,' said Victoria, 'but it may not be as bad as that.
You can do marvels in India. My husband used to say that a man could
hope for anything there.'
Cairns suppressed the obvious retort that Fulton's ideals did not seem
to have materialised.
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