Dreiser, Theodore, 1871-1945; Journalists -- United States -- Biography; Novelists, American -- 20th century -- Biography
The thought flashed across my mind that once I had been in this selfsame
park with Alice several years before; we had sat under a tree not so
very far from here, near a pagoda silvered by the moon, and had listened
to music played in the distance. I remembered how I had whispered sweet
nothings and kissed her to my heart’s content.
“Well, you may if you’re good,” she replied.
I began jesting with her now. I deliberately descended from the ordinary
reaches of my intelligence, anxious to match her own interests with some
which would seem allied. I wanted her to like me, although I felt all
the while that we were by no means suited temperamentally. She was too
commonplace and unimaginative, although so attractive physically.
We sat in silence for a time, and I slipped my hand down and laid hold
of her fingers. She did not stir, pretending not to notice, but I felt
that she was thrilling also.
“You asked about Miss W——,” I said. “What made you do that?”
“Oh, I thought you liked her. Why shouldn’t I?”
“It never occurred to you that I might like some one else?”
“Certainly not. Why should I?”
I pressed her fingers softly. She turned on me all at once a face so
white and tense that it showed fully the feeling that now gripped her.
It was almost as if she were breaking under an intense nervous strain
which she was attempting to conceal.
“I thought you might,” I replied daringly. “There is some one, you
know.” I was surprising myself.
“Is there?” Her voice sounded weak. She did not attempt to look at me
now, and I was wondering how far I would go.
“You couldn’t guess, of course?”
“No. Why should I?”
“Look at me,” I said quietly.
“All right,” she said with a little indifferent shrug. “I’ll look at
you. There now; what of it?”
Again that intense, nervous, strained look. Her lips were parted in a
shy frightened smile, showing her pretty teeth. Her eyes were touched
with points of light where the moonlight, falling over my shoulder,
shone upon them. It gave her whole face an eerie, almost spectral
paleness, something mystical and insubstantial, which spoke of the
brevity and non-endurance of all these things. She was far more
wonderful here than ever she could have been in clear daylight.
“You have beautiful eyes,” I remarked.
“Oh,” she shrugged disdainfully, “is that all?”
“No. You have beautiful teeth and hair—such hair!”
“You mustn’t grow sentimental,” she commented, not removing her hand.
I slipped my arm about her waist and she moved nervously.
“And you still can’t guess who?” I said finally.
“No,” she replied, keeping her face from me.
“Then I’ll tell you,” and putting my free hand to her cheek I turned her
face to me.
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