She obeyed him, although with evident reluctance. All the brief dignity
which her elevation of mood had imparted had vanished now, leaving her
more haggard and worn than ever. A faded, prematurely old woman, she
sat twisting her red, stained hands in a vain attempt to hide their
ugliness in the folds of her poor dress. Even self-pity in Farnsworth's
breast began to vanish in the depth of compassion which the sexton
excited.
"Delia," he said, "I must think for us both, and for the boy. He must
be considered. For his sake we must be married."
It was at once with a sense of relief and of humiliation that he saw how
she shrank from this proposition. To have fallen from godhood in the
meanest woman's eyes is the keenest thrust at man's pride. It gave
Farnsworth a new conception that the gulf between them must look as
impassable from her side as from his. He had thus far been too much
absorbed in the sacrifices he himself was making to consider that all
the desirabilities of his world would not appeal to her as to him,--that
its very fulness and richness which so held and delighted him would
confuse and repel her.
"It is of no use!" he exclaimed, starting up. "I must have time to
think. I will come back in the morning. Think yourself, Delia,--not of
me, or even of yourself, so much as of the boy. It is of him that we
must have the first care. Nothing can much change our lives; but the
world is before him. Goodnight."
However different may have been the reflexions of Farnsworth and of
Delia Grimwet through that long, sad night, their conclusions must have
been in some respects identical, for when the former came to the house
in the morning with the astonished clergyman the woman acquiesced
without any discussion in the performance of the marriage ceremony. It
was an occasion which the Rev. Mr. Eaton long remembered, and of which
he told to the end of his life, filling out, it must be confessed, as
time went on, its spare facts with sundry incidents, trifling, it is
true, yet gradually overlaying the bare truth with a completeness which
the clerical gossip himself, whose belief always kept pace with his
invention, was far from realizing. The only thing he could with accuracy
have told, beyond the simple fact of the marriage, was that when,
according to his wont, he attempted to add a few words of exhortation
and moral reflection, the bridegroom cut him short and showed him to
the door with a courtesy perfect but irresistible, the rebuff somewhat
softened by the liberality of the fee which accompanied the dismissal.
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