The boy during these singular proceedings had remained in a state of
excited astonishment almost amounting to stupefaction; but when the
newly united family were alone together, his natural perversity broke
out, and showed itself in its natural and unamiable colors. To the
father the child's every uncouth word and act were the most acute
torture; and the mother, partly by woman's instinct, partly from
previous acquaintance with her husband's fastidiousness, was to a great
degree sensible of this. She made no effort, however, to restrain her
child. She seemed to have thrown off all responsibility upon the father,
and busied herself in preparations for the boy's departure, about which,
although neither had spoken of it, there seemed to be some tacit
understanding.
The forenoon was well worn when Farnsworth came to the door with his
carriage, for which he had gone in person.
"Come, Delia," he said, entering the house. "We may as well leave
everything as it is. I told Mrs. Bemis to lock up the house and see to
it. Are you ready?"
"Farnsworth is," she replied, seating herself in a low chair and drawing
to her side the uncouth boy, who struggled to get free.
He broke in rudely, announcing his readiness, his joy at leaving
Kempton, and his satisfaction at wearing his Sunday jacket, which to
his father looked poor enough.
"But you, Delia?" her husband inquired, putting up his hand to quiet the
child. "Are you ready?"
"I am not going."
Whether it was relief, remorse, or astonishment which overwhelmed him,
John Farnsworth could not have told. He stood speechless, looking at his
wife like one suddenly stricken dumb. The boy filled in the pause with
noisy expostulations, depriving the tragedy of even the poor dignity of
silence. The father knew from the outset that remonstrances would not
be likely to avail, yet he remonstrated; perhaps, for human nature is
subtle beyond word, he was unconsciously for that reason the more
earnest in his pleading. He would have been glad could this woman and
her child have been swept out of existence. Already he had to hold
himself strongly in check, lest the reaction which had followed his
heroic resolve to marry Delia should show itself; but he choked back
the feeling with all his resolution.
"No," Delia persistently said, her eyes dry, her voice harsh from
huskiness. "I've no place anywhere but here. It is too late now. I've
more feeling than I thought, for I do care something even now to be an
honest woman in the sight of my neighbors; and that'll help me bear it,
I suppose. Take the boy, and do for him all you owed to me. I should
spoil all if I went. He is best quit of me if he's to please you and
grow like you. I'll stay here and dig graves; I am fit for nothing else.
I want nothing of you. I married you for the boy's sake, and for his
sake I break my heart and send him away; but I will have nothing for
myself. The days when I would have taken a penny from you are long
gone."
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