She spoke calmly enough, but with a certain poignant stress which made
every word fall like a weight. He did not urge her further. He held out
his hand, into which she laid hers lifelessly.
"Good-bye," he said. "As God sees me, Delia, I'll do my best by the boy.
I will write to you. If you change your decision,--but no matter now. I
will write to you and to the minister."
All other words of parting were brief and soon spoken. The boy showed
no emotion at leaving his mother, as he had throughout exhibited no
tenderness. He climbed noisily into the carriage, and the father and
son, so strangely assorted, rode together up the hill, past the stark
meeting-house, and so on into the world whose seething waves seldom
troubled, even by such a ripple as the events just narrated, the dull
calm of Kempton; and to John Farnsworth it was as if the woful burden of
remorse which had so long vexed heart and conscience had taken bodily
shape and rode by his side.
Delia had been calm until the two were gone,--so calm that her husband
thought her still half dazed by the excitement and anguish of the
previous night. She stood steadily at the window until the carriage
disappeared behind the grave-covered hill. Then she threw herself
grovelling upon the floor in the very ecstasy of woe. She did not
shriek, strangling in her throat into inarticulate moans and gurglings
the cries which rent their way from her inmost soul; but she beat her
head upon the bare floor; she caught at the furniture like a wild
beast, leaving the print of her strong teeth in the hard wood; she
was convulsed with her agony, a speechless animal rage, a boundless,
irrepressible anguish which could not be measured or expressed. She
clutched her bosom with her savage hands, as if she would tear herself
in pieces; she wounded and bruised herself with a fierceness so intense
as to be almost delight.
In the midst of her wildest paroxysm there came a knocking at the door.
She started up, her face positively illuminated.
"They have come back!" she murmured in ecstasy.
She rushed to the door and undid its fastenings with fingers tremulous
from eager joy. A neighbor confronted her, staring in dismay and
amazement at her strange and dishevelled appearance.
"What's come to ye, Dele?" he demanded roughly, though not unkindly.
"When ye goin' to put the box in Widder Pettigrove's grave?"
She confronted him for an instant with a wandering look in her eye, as
though she had mercifully been driven mad. Then the tyranny of life and
habit reasserted itself.
"I'll come up now, Bill," she said.
And she went back to her graves.
THE END.
_Messrs. Roberts Brothers' Publications._
A LAD'S LOVE.
By ARLO BATES.
=16mo, Cloth. Price, $1.00. Paper Covers, 50 Cents.=
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