"There is an air of improbability about my story," he said, after a
little musing. "Indeed, so much so that I myself begin to doubt the
truth of it. In the first place it seems particularly arranged to
baffle inquiry. Whenever I recall a person to whom I might send for
verification or information, I straightway remember that he is dead, or
that my wanderings have carried me beyond his knowledge. I am apparently
as far as ever from knowing who I am or what I am. And, besides, suppose
your beautiful theory, that my memory acts as it does because the
impressions of youth are strongest, is not true? You put me in the same
category with those whose memory is weakened by age; but this may be
all moonshine. Perhaps this history, to which I am painfully adding
every day, is something I have read, and only a fiction after all."
"But why suppose so many tormenting things?" returned Columbine,
brightly. "The fault of the age, they say,--we know very little of it
here, but cousin Tom sends me a paper occasionally,--is unrest; and
whoever you are, a little tranquillity will scarcely be likely to harm
you. Go on with the life and adventures, and never mind now whether they
are true or not. At least they are interesting. You broke off yesterday
in a most exciting account of a tiger hunt."
"Ah, yes; I got the rest of it together this morning. Where did I leave
off? Had we reached the second jungle?"
V.
The salt meadows were on fire. The pungent odor of burning peat and
saline grasses floated over the Dysart place and about the arbor one
October morning when Tom sat there meditating. He was thinking of
Columbine, and of his passion for her. His health now seemed firmly
re-establishing itself, and his memory had gone on over the old track
of his life in its singular method of progression until he felt
confident that he should ultimately be in possession of all his past.
He reviewed what he remembered, as he sat this morning inhaling
the aromatic scent of the burning lowlands, and the result was not
unsatisfactory. He had recovered from oblivion his life up to the time,
three years before, when he took passage home from India, and his
financial affairs at that period were in an eminently satisfactory
position. He recalled that he had been regarded on shipboard as a person
of more consequence than the British officer who, with his daughter,
occupied the cabin of the Indiaman with him; and he trusted that no
untoward circumstances of the interval had placed him in a condition
less desirable.
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