He returned to his attic and figured it out. He was absolutely and
hopelessly ruined. He had not only lost every dollar of his imaginary
fortune, but he was, on paper, some seven or eight hundred dollars in
debt to his brokers for commissions. He was so overwhelmed by this
catastrophe that he sat brooding over it in the darkness of the February
twilight and gathering night, until it was far past the hour when he
usually took his apology for a dinner. He was not without a sense of
humor sufficiently vivid to make him laugh at himself, and mentally mock
at the vexation which the result of his airy speculations caused him;
but this did not prevent his being vexed, or take his thoughts from
laborious calculations how a different result might have been reached.
He went off to dinner at last with a sober and abstracted mien,
ordering a repast even more economical than usual, as befitted one who
had just lost his whole fortune in ill-starred speculation.
It was his custom to time his visit to the restaurant so as to dine
before the crowd of customers came for their evening meal. To-night,
however, he was behind them. The place was no fuller than he usually
found it, but it bore signs of the recent crush. The cloth of the table
was crumpled and soiled, the glass in which the inevitable ice-water
was poured was yet warm from being washed, while the evening paper the
waiter gave him was adorned with an irregular stain of coffee. In the
midst of the brown blotch of this stain was a patch undiscolored; and by
one of those odd and improbable coincidences of which life is full, in
the midst of this spot of dingy white Barum West once more caught sight
of his own name. The whimsical fate which had started the fantastic
train of thought in his mind ten days before now finished its work by a
paragraph stating that the will by which $200,000 had been bequeathed to
Barum West by Richard Granger, of Chicago, was now found to antedate a
second testament by which the money was left to Harvard College.
Barum West went home with the light step of a boy. A great
responsibility seemed suddenly lifted from his shoulders. The capricious
fancy which had insisted that he should be depressed because he had lost
an imaginary fortune had apparently been willing to accept the fact that
even in hypothesis the possession of the money had been a mistake, and
the unlucky speculator was formally acquitted at the bar of his inner
consciousness. He lit his lamp and his pipe, seated himself in his
chintz-covered rocking-chair, with his heels on the top of the coal
stove, and ruminated. He reflected upon the fact that it was only five
days before he was to meet the manager, and nothing was done in the way
of a play which he could for an instant regard as at all satisfactory.
"Instead of writing an extravaganza," he thought, with mingled amusement
and self-reproach, "I have been living one."
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