Bryn Mawr (Pa.) -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Bryn Mawr College -- Fiction; College stories, American; Women college students -- Fiction
For the first time in many years Ellen Blake was conscious of inability.
Of course she could not have expected that her good fortune would last
forever. And yet, it must be confessed, that her helplessness coming, as
it did, when she had every reason to feel confident, had been altogether
a surprise, had, indeed, taken her at a cruel disadvantage. She was the
more disconcerted at finding herself unable to do what she had promised
when she thought of the serious responsibility resting upon her. It was
wholly natural that she should be looking at the predicament with the
eye not of an ordinary being but of a personage, whose failure would be
a public calamity,--no mere personal misfortune. Intellectual
distinction, natural eloquence, and the personal charm that made her so
marked and attractive a figure, had brought her into prominence as a
leader among progressive women. If she seemed inclined to take herself a
trifle seriously, no one could wonder, for the demands made upon her
were neither few nor slight. And while a more selfish person might have
shown a nice discrimination in the choice of duties, Ellen, in her
gracious readiness to be of service, accepted as obligations all the
greatnesses thrust upon her. Constantly importuned for utterances, she
felt bound to answer all requests for opinions, till at last, her sense
of humour grew weak in conflict with her strenuousness, she had become
an oracle on all matters that were or ought to be of interest to women.
And so it happened that when she had been asked to make a speech at the
Women's Convention in Indianapolis, on _The Educational Value of College
Life_, she had unhesitatingly consented. But in this instance her fame
and her conscience had brought her face to face with failure, for on a
subject peculiarly suited to her, she could find no words for feelings
or ideas.
She was in despair, for not to make the speech would be to play the
traitor to the cause of Woman, and to show the basest ingratitude to
Bryn Mawr, the place that had fitted her for her life work. Taking
herself to task had no effect. She wrote some sentences, read them over,
found them vague and inaffective, gushing indeed. She continued to write
almost feverishly only to reject sheet after sheet. At length she
decided that she had no exact information, neither facts nor figures.
That was the trouble. In the discussion of so weighty a matter both were
important. Then, almost as an inspiration, it seemed to her, came the
thought of Katherine Brewster, also a Bryn Mawrtyr, also interested in
woman.
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