A book of martyrsComer, Cornelia A. P. (Cornelia Atwood Pratt)
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A book of martyrs
Comer, Cornelia A. P. (Cornelia Atwood Pratt)
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Where had been that sense of duty to his children, just now so
imperative, in the days when he had yielded to Julie’s charm against
his better judgment? Had duty ever prevailed against inclination with
him? Was it prevailing now?
High over all the turmoil and desperation of his thoughts shone out a
fresh perception that mocked him as the winter stars had mocked. For
that hour at least, the crucial one of his decision, he felt assured
that in the relation of man and woman to each other lies the supreme
ethical test of each, and in that relation there is no room for
selfishness. It might be, indeed, that he owed Julie nothing, but might
it not also be that the consideration he owed all womankind could only
be paid through this woman he had called his wife? This was an ideal
with which he had never had to reckon.
He turned and sat him down again to fight the fight with a chill
suspicion in his heart of what the end would be.
Being a plain man he had only plain words in which to phrase his
decision when at last he came to it.
“I chose her and I’ll bear the consequences of my choice,” he said,
“but I’ll bear them by myself. His aunt will be glad to take Teddy, and
Dora is old enough to go away to school.” Then he opened the door.
Hopson and his wife had left the little parlor. Julie on the sofa had
fallen into the deep sleep of exhaustion. MacDonald still sat there,
with his head in his hands, and to him Applegate turned. At the sound
of his step the man lifted his massive head and shook it impatiently.
“Well?” he demanded.
“The fact is, Mr. MacDonald, Julie and I don’t get along very well
together, but I don’t know as that is any reason why I should force
her to do anything that don’t seem right to her. She thinks it would
be more”--he hesitated for a word--“more nearly right to get a divorce
from you and remarry me. As I see it now, it’s for her to say what she
wants, and for you and me to do it.”
MacDonald looked at him piercingly.
“You know you’d be glad of the chance to get rid of her!” he exclaimed,
excitedly. “In Heaven’s name, then, why don’t you make her come to me?
You know I suit her best. You know she’s my sort, not yours. She’s as
uncomfortable with you as you with her, and she’d soon get over the
feeling she has against me. Man! There’s no use in it! Why can’t you
give my own to me?”
“I can’t say I don’t agree with you,” said Applegate, and the words
seem to ooze painfully from his white lips, “but she thinks she’d
rather not, and--it’s for her to say.”
A CONSUMING FIRE
He is a man who has failed in this life, and says he has no chance of
success in another; but out of the fragments of his failures he has
pieced together for himself a fabric of existence more satisfying than
most of us make of our successes. It is a kind of triumph to look as he
does, to have his manner, and to preserve his attitude toward advancing
years--those dreaded years which he faces with pale but smiling lips.
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