A book of martyrsComer, Cornelia A. P. (Cornelia Atwood Pratt)
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A book of martyrs
Comer, Cornelia A. P. (Cornelia Atwood Pratt)
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Long afterward he used to wonder how it had ever come to pass--that
first false step of his, the surrender of his profession, and so of
his liberty. Before middle life a man sometimes forgets the imperious
secret of the springs that moved his youthful actions. In reality, the
mechanism of his decision was very simple.
“How can I give up my profession?” he asked Virginia.
She smiled up into his eyes, her own expressing a divine confidence.
“But how can you give up me?”
Though his doubts were not thereby laid to rest, the matter was
practically settled, and it was understood between them that he was
to accept her father’s unnecessarily liberal offer, and take his
place in John Fenley’s business as his own son might have done. This
may have been unwise, but it was not unnatural, and if there was any
unwisdom in the proceeding, it was apparent to no eyes but Roderick’s
own. Other people said what other people always say under such
circumstances--that young Le Garde was in luck; that he would have a
“soft snap” of it as John Fenley’s son-in-law; that he had shown more
sagacity in feathering his own nest than could have been expected of
such an impractical young fellow. They did not understand his chill
reserve when congratulated on this brilliant bit of success in life. If
they had spoken of his good fortune in being loved by Virginia, that
was something a man could understand. The gods might envy Virginia’s
lover, but that he, Roderick Le Garde, should be congratulated on
becoming John Fenley’s son-in-law was intolerable.
He by no means pretended to scorn money, however, and he felt as
strongly as did Fenley that Virginia must have it. Luxury was her
natural atmosphere--any woman’s perhaps, but surely hers. Other men
sacrificed other things for the women that they loved. He gave up his
proud independence and his proper work, and was sublimely sure that
Virginia understood what the sacrifice cost him.
But it was true that he was not a business man by nature, and his
first few years in John Fenley’s service were not the exacting drill
which would have given him what he lacked. Although he conscientiously
endeavored to carry his share of the burden and do well what fell to
him to do, the fact was that John Fenley was a great deal too energetic
and too fond of managing his own affairs to give up any duties to
another which he could possibly perform for himself. Thus Roderick’s
various positions were always more or less of sinecures as far as
responsibility was concerned, and he had a large margin of leisure as
well as a sufficient amount of money to devote to good books and good
horses, pursuits which met the approval of his father-in-law as being
the “tastes of a gentleman.”
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