A book of martyrsComer, Cornelia A. P. (Cornelia Atwood Pratt)
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A book of martyrs
Comer, Cornelia A. P. (Cornelia Atwood Pratt)
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
Witherle stared at him blankly. “You say that? After what I’ve
told you? Why, there’s nothing to go back for. And here--there is
everything! What harm am I doing, I’d like to know? Who is hurt? What
claims has that life on me? Confound you!” his wrath rising fiercely,
“how dare you talk like that to me? Why isn’t life for me as well as
for you?”
This Witherle was a man he did not know. Lowndes felt a little
heart-sick, but only the more convinced that he must make his point.
“If you didn’t feel that you were out of bounds, why were you afraid of
me when I came along?”
The thrust told. Witherle was silent. Lowndes went on: “Bread isn’t as
interesting as champagne, I know, but there is more in it, in the long
run. However, that’s neither here nor there--if a man has a right to
his champagne. But you haven’t. You are mistaken about your wife. She
was all broken up. I don’t pretend to say she was desperately fond of
you. I don’t know anything about that. But, anyhow, she had made for
herself a kind of life of which you were the centre, and it was all
the life she had. You had no right to break it to pieces getting what
you wanted. That’s a brutal thing for a man to do. She looked very
miserable, when I saw her. You’ve got to go back.”
Witherle turned his head from side to side restlessly, as a sick man
turns on the pillow.
“How can I go back?” he cried, keenly protesting. “Don’t you see it’s
impossible? I’ve burned my ships.”
“That’s easy enough. You went off in a fit of double consciousness, or
temporary insanity, or something like that, and I found you down here.
It will be easy enough to reinstate you. I’ll see to that.”
“That would be a lie,” said Witherle, resolutely.
Lowndes stared at him curiously, reflecting upon the fastidiousness
with which men pick and choose their offenses against righteousness,
embracing one joyously and rejecting another with scorn.
“Yes; so it would. But I have offered to do the lying for you, and you
_are_ off your head, you know.”
“How?” demanded Witherle, sharply.
“Any man is off his head who can’t take life as it comes, the bad
and the good, and bear up under it. Suicide is insanity. You tried
to commit suicide in the cowardliest way, by getting rid of your
responsibilities and saving your worthless breath. Old man, it won’t
do. You say you’ve learned something about religion and humanity--come
back and tell us about it.”
Witherle listened to his sentence in silence. His long lower lip
trembled.
“Anything more?” he demanded.
“That’s all. It won’t do.”
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