Sometimes the leaden sky would clear; the stars and moon would glitter
on the snow, so bright one could almost read outdoors. Our winter moon
was magnificent. The moon's orbit about the earth was very little
changed from before; its plane had shifted with us, scientists said,
and the moon was pursuing very nearly its old path relative to us.
Dan and I had a small Arctic A flyer, and sleighs. We did not use
the plane much. The indolence of the long night of enforced idleness
was upon us. Most of the world was learning how to work hard in the
daylight months, and to do nothing gracefully through the months of
darkness. We read our books; listened to the radio; studied, planned
and talked.
It would have been very pleasant, had there not been that constant
sense of what we had lost. Father, Hulda--and Zetta. I had spoken very
little of Zetta to Dan. The dreams of what might have been, were my
own; even with him, I could not share them.
And then came February 4, 1956. The long night was fully upon us, the
twilight days were passed--midwinter was in early April. Dan and I had
been out after breakfast for a drive in the sleigh. We had returned for
luncheon with Dan's parents; and I was on the veranda, enveloped in
furs, pacing up and down in the snow. Dan, with his cigar, came out and
joined me.
There is sometimes a very queer directness to the fate which governs
our lives--and a very great unexpectedness. We walk in the dark, with
an open road or a chasm yawning before us, all unaware of which it may
be. Or we may be standing at the threshold of a shining garden of hope
and happiness, walking in the dark toward its gate, with heavy heart
because we do not see it, or realize it is there.
Dan and I were like that now. January, 1956, had been the second time
that Xenephrene passed at its closest point to earth. We had hoped that
something might happen to give us news of father. But nothing did.
Gradually our hope had been dying. The January days dragged through
their brief twilights into the solid winter night. We gave up hope.
Xenephrene was drawing ahead of the earth again, with millions of miles
of lengthening distance between the worlds. No sign from the great
purple star; and we both felt that now all hope of hearing from father
was gone.
Thoughts like these possessed me as I paced the veranda that afternoon.
They were in Dan's mind too, I am sure; but when he joined me we
neither of us spoke of them.
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