So, long after my own sense of what was good and true had condemned my
weakness in shedding one tear for Cave Charteris, the beauty and
animation and charm of manner which had first enthralled me continued to
exercise their baneful influence over my mind. I had seen that beauty
again to-day and heard that voice, and what did I think of them, looking
and hearing with eyes and ears that had been healed of love’s sickness?
Well! he was very handsome, very handsome indeed; there was no doubt of
that! I remembered having heard it said, in olden days, that he had been
painted by one of the Royal Academicians as ‘Jason,’ and having been
very anxious to see the picture for which he stood.
I could well imagine that he had made an excellent model for ‘Jason.’ He
was tall, but not too tall: men over six feet in height are seldom well
proportioned. His characteristics were strictly Saxon. He had yellowish
hair, cropped close to his head in soldier fashion: china blue eyes—not
large, but very keen and piercing: a ruddy complexion, and finely-shaped
nose and mouth. The worst fault in his appearance was the light colour
of his eyebrows and lashes: and the worst fault in his expression was a
look of animalism, which I seemed never to have noticed until I sat down
in my own chamber and taxed my mental vision to view my old lover by the
light of the new eyes with which I had regarded him that evening.
It was not only because I remembered his behaviour to myself that the
expression of his face had seemed cruel to me, as he chattered so
affably across the dinner-table. Five years’ self-indulgence had
doubtless strengthened the outward signs of his inward character; but
whether he had borne those signs in embryo when we were first
acquainted, I could not then recall. If he had done so, I was probably
too innocent to have interpreted them aright. But there was no mistake
about them now.
I was considered to be an excellent judge of character, and I had
examined Cave Charteris that evening as if he had been a perfect
stranger to me; and read but too plainly, in the formation of his head
and features, that though he might be as beautiful as the Adonis, his
intellect was held in subjugation to his passions, and hatred or revenge
would have the power to turn him from a polished man of the world into a
brute.
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