He smiled at me. His was such a beautiful smile. It came rarely, but
when it did, it lighted up all his features like a glory. There was no
mirth in it—I think self-reproach at that period had chased away from
his spirit all the merriment which later I saw shine forth—but it was
thoroughly appreciative and genuine. On the present occasion his smile
seemed to say much more than he chose his lips should utter.
‘You will not let me thank you,’ I continued, ‘but I must. Thank God! my
fears were not well founded, and we did not both perish. For I feel you
would have died sooner than let me be torn from your grasp.’
‘Of course I would!’
‘Oh! I think a brave man is the most wonderful and beautiful thing God
ever made. Why should you have sacrificed your life for me, of whom you
know nothing?’
‘It would have been my duty to lay it down under such circumstances,
mademoiselle, for any woman—and of all women——’
But here he stopped short, as though ignorant how to finish his
sentence, and I did not see the way to help him. Presently he began
again:
‘You were good enough to say once, mademoiselle, that it would interest
you to hear the means by which I was brought down to my present
position. Shall I tell you the story now?’
‘Do, monsieur,’ I said, turning my eyes upon him.
He was seated at a little distance from me, with both his hands between
his knees, digging up the earth under his feet with the light cane he
usually carried. His eyes were downcast, and I noticed the length of the
dark lashes that lay upon his cheek, and contrasted with the grave
pallor that seemed suddenly to have overspread his countenance. Whatever
this story might be, it was evidently hard to tell, and I prepared
myself to hear a confession of much folly and evil, and
perhaps—dishonour. Should I like him the less, I asked myself, when his
tale was finished?
I did not believe I should like him the less. I felt so confident that
whatever his sins might have been, Armand de Nesselrode possessed the
power of rising above them.
[Illustration: [Fleuron]]
CHAPTER IV.
THE BARON’S STORY.
‘I am afraid you will weary of me before I have finished my recital,’
commenced the Baron.
‘I shall not weary, monsieur,’ I answered simply.
‘You will keep my confidence, I know! This is the first time I have ever
told the history of my folly to a living creature.’
I wondered for a moment, then, why he should have elected to tell it to
me. But he went on too rapidly for me to put the question to him.
‘I have never had the happiness to possess a mother, a sister, or even a
female relation sufficiently near to whom I could confide my sorrows or
my perplexities. From a little child I was brought up in the society of
men, and taught, as far as possible, to guide myself. That circumstance
has been a terrible drawback to me, mademoiselle.’
‘Yes—so long as you were a little child.’
‘And not afterwards?’
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